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Saturday, June 13, 2015

Officially 22 years old

Assalamualaikum peeps.
Alhamdulillah, I'm a big girl now.
Nothing much happened. It was a bit gloomy at first. Dad didn't call. Mom, of course. Well, since it was a special day, I awarded myself a treat. So belilah steak and cafe latte, eat them alone and headed back to home since khamis malam tu liqa' last kt rumah naqibah saya. With no expectations, indeed received a birthday cake! And a warm night attire as a birthday gift. Jazakumullahu khair. That's really cute and sweet :) And balik balik rumah je, housemate serang dengan tepung. Haha. Berpakaian hitam itu kemas, dah dikotori dengan putih itu tepung. lol Nice birthday prank sisters. -..-

But after all, your birthday should be your reflection day right. Bila fikir2 balik. Been 22 years now. But what have you done so far? Kalau nk diikutkan, kenal pencipta pun masih merangkak2. Juga, makin bertambah umur, makin dekat dengan mati. However, the most special thing during this day was, I received a lot of prayers. Very beautiful prayer! Ada yang mendoakan untuk kekal comel, berjaya dunia akhirat, panjang umur,  murah rezeki etc. Mudah mudahan malaikat juga mendoakan apa yang kamu doakan untuk saya untuk awak jugak. IAllah. Moga Allah redha :)


'Well, Adelaide hit its coldest weather on my birthday.
It was frosty.
 It was 3 degree Celsius'

11.6.2015
Officially 22 years old.

Monday, June 8, 2015

Well-recovered


Here It goes Again. 
I fall sick for nearly a week! 

Just look at how much drugs went through me this 5 days!

After 2 weeks yang sangat hectic. Busynye mashaAllah wehh. Sampai tak perasan pun diri ni dah tak boleh nk terima more workloads. Once dah sakit barulahh perasan yang I'm using my own self more than it can resist. Nasib baik right after symposium je sakit. Tak tahu nak kata headache dia mcm migraine hah. Well, transitions to winter really gets me. Tahun lepas pun sama -,-' Tapi, kata hawa. Final year mmg kena kuat, Wan. Kalau  orang lain boleh, kita pun boleh. Cloning DNA lah kita, tests lah, poster lah, final year project lah. *so sad* But I'm glad that sakit sekarang. Jangan time exam nanti. Ye, betul. Saya luar kuat tapi dalam memang cepat sakit. That nagging still feel alive, though. I have few weeks more to exam. People please keep pray for me. This time, I feel more nervous than before. Perhaps, it well determines your grade and degree. I'm sure gonna work out harder.

"Deep down inside,
the feeling of wanting to know how he's been doing passes 
through my mind several times.
Well. Maybe he is busy.
There's always choices.
And I choose not to hurt myself"


Semoga sibukmu dan sibukku adalah sibuk yang baik, 
yang mendekatkan rezeki yang baik, 
yang mampu membuat Tuhan percaya kita berjuang
di jalan yang baik.
Moga Allah mudahkan urusan.