A Reviving Meet Up

Hi korang.

Remember long time ago I wrote a post attributing to my housemates in Adelaide? Today I am about to write the same thing. But this time, it is with my so called friends when I was in boarding school.

So baru-baru ni aku attend majlis konvokesyen kawan baik aku masa kat SAKBA dulu. It was seriously a reviving session. Aku rasa best sangat walaupun aku terpaksa bawak kerja aku dan stay up malam tu untuk siapkan part of correction aku lol.

The convocation day was on sunday, dan sabtu tu aku dah ada siap-siap kat subang sebab teman abah pergi kenduri kawin kat One city. Malam tu dok tunggu acah sampai putra height dan lepastu kteorang stay up sesama buat kerja dah dedua sekarang sambung master hehehe. Lama aku rasa tak stay up belajar dengan kawan mcm ni. And the memory about us struggling for SPM just vividly came. Aku siap pesan suruh acah beli jajan sebab acah kalau study kena ada makanan kahkahkah. Tu zaman sekolah dulu lah, kat bawah meja mesti ada honey star ke, keropok ke hahaha. Aku percaya acah masih tak berubah kehkehkeh

The convocation day arrived then lepastu bermulalah kegigihan aku dengan acah menapak nak pergi konvo safy haha sebab kereta tak boleh masuk dalam. Abah n kak yang terpaksa drop kteorang kat gate dan beg baju memang mintak ihsan pakcik guard uitm shah alam masa tu mintak tumpangkan lol.. Gigih sangat plan hadiah untuk safy, bawak bunga dan belon berjalan tengah terik bhahahaha. Nasib ada bus offer naik masa tu. KALAU TAK BOLEH GARING AKU DENGAN HAFSAH MASA TU. Caplocks siap sebab serius haritu panas ya ampunnnn

Congratulation Safirah Hanum!

You've made it til the end. I am so proud of you <3 i="">

Despite hari panas gila  masa niiii, 

nasib baik maintain gambar lawa muka happy heeee

Aku tak tahu la rupa aku dalam gambar kat studio mcm mana. Aku harap tudung aku tak kembang dan aku kekal cantik. Anyway, lepas check in hotel masa tu, aku dengan acah dah terbongkang dah masa ni. Plan nak swimming bagai tapi tak dah mampuuu. But the day continued in a perfectly comforting way alhamdulillah. 

10pm - Bingsu at Mykori

11pm - Oden at Family Mart

12am - Fried chicken

Sambil ber-fried chicken sambil membawang. Thank god ada ayam goreng kalau nak pillow talk aku rasa tak sampai seminit aku dah pengsan malam tu. It was such a good night coz you know there was happy occassion and talking to your bestfriend is like a good therapy :) disamping menginap di hotel yang best dan breakfast yang menarikk hahaha

7.45am - Breakfast at Concorde 

#Bae

Lepas aku kecewa dengan Ayman Rashdan Wong baru-baru ni, 

aku dah ada Bae baru. Cukuplah roasted duck sebagai penyeri hidup.

Tsk tsk tsk

Pretty much aku rasa retreat mcm ni was such a refreshing one. Acah kata once in while kita memang kena ada masa macam ni which is aku agree hehehe. Tunggu la next convo aku kita stay marriot pulak kayh kahkahkah. Boleh start menabung dari sekarang heee. 

Aku rasa aku bertuah sangat sebab sebagai seorang sanguine dan extrovert aku memang perlukan orang di keliling aku. Aku lemau kalau tak jumpa orang. But in every places that I go, Allah grant warm and  lovely people around me. Masa kat asrama dulu, we pratically lived together sebab dok asrama kan. So perangai buruk memasing semua dah tahu hahaha, ketelusan aku dengan dorang ni pun dah level 99 dah. We shared everything. And I dare to say they see me growing. Dari zaman tak matang sampai la kteorang share thoughts on life and things through whatsapp group. Nak shopping beli baju pun msg kat group kekekke. 

Berbeza dengan geng diva aku kat all girls school dulu in which geng aku masa tu 10 orang (this is normal in girls school), my world revolves mostly with my 2 bestfriends in boarding school. Acah n safy kawan sekelas aku, dan kteorang bertiga dulu duduk sebaris. Though kteorang tiga berbeza sungguh perangai pretty much we compliment each other. Safy of coz la pelajar paling cemerlang antara kteorang 3. So 3 bulan sblm spm, safy pindah dapat kelas pertama, aku dengan acah stranded masuk kelas ke-3 out 7 class masa tu. hahahahaha Habis je form 5. Kteorang dah tak study sama dah. Aku n acah masuk matriks tapi acah kat kepala batas, aku kat changlun nun. Safy sambung dip pharmacy masa ni. 

But you know, true friends would always be there when things aren't on our way kan? Masa aku second year kat Adelaide, my mom was ill and passed away. Tambah pulak aku kena reject masa nii. Bagai ditimpa tangga bertubi tubi gituu haaa. Masa ni memang aku rasa hilang separuh kekuatan aku. But being good friends, dorang ni lah teman aku for a couple of days masa ni. Turun kuala kangsar teman aku. Huuuu. 

Few years later, acah experienced a massive broken heart. Dan bermula la sesi membawang dan mencaci lelaki tersebut dalam group whatsapp hahahaha. Korang jangan memain bab2 ni dengan perempuan haha. So gigih la aku dengan safy teman acah bercuti kat cameron highland sebab nak bagi acah hilang rasa sedih dia sambil malam tu pillow talk. Okay aku lega aku tak tdur awal masa tu hahahaha.

This time we gather around in a happy occasion. We didn't grief which makes it more special. 

Decision aku untuk pergi boarding school aku rasa a blessing in disguise kot walau result SPM aku in return takla segempak kawan-kawan aku kat sekolah lama. Kat situ aku kenal al-mathurat, belajar puasa isnin dan khamis, dan kat situ jugak ada kawan-kawan yang sampai sekarang masih menjadi penyokong setia aku, in whatever I do =) 

Thank you girls. You both are the best!

Aku tutup dengan gambar 10-9 tahun dulu. 

Aku tahu. 

Kteorang dari dulu sampai sekarang maintain comel kan?

Adios!

One Call Away

Last night I slept with an enormous frustration in me.

An incident happened just recently. It was getting on my nerve and I was pissed off.

Sabr and patience works well before but then I feel like I'm holding this for too long that I busted my anger through my facebook post. Pretty much that was the climax. I get so angry that I need to force myself to sleep.

I keep on telling the same stories to lots of people who asked. So I'm not going to disclose this again in my blog. Otherwise, it would spark back my fury.

I know that you would not read this because you told me that you just stopped reading my blog.

Thank you for your concern, the kind words and the time spent this morning. Just by listening to my frustration, I am feeling better now. When I told you I hope this friendship lasts, I meant it. Well, at least I am hoping for a relationship to last.

I did not expect that the 1st thing I saw when I woke up was your message though.
And that, makes me happy.

I just realized that,
you are just one call away.

If

I have so much things to tell you.

Maybe these few days or week I won't be able to write as much as I want here. I would always try anyway since writing is sort of my therapy.

I hope you are now feeling okay, no daily stress and live your life happily like usual. I just hope I was not one of your mood swing contribution haha. Just in case if you feel like talking to me back, I'm always here :)

Another you

Hi

Today I found another you. Another someone who actually reads me silently haha. The only different is he reads my fb instead of my blog. My sister was a lecturer and apparently some of her students added me as well, because I attended some of her classes perhaps. Though I don't really know them all, I just approved them considering they are my sister's students. So I had this friend request approved 3 years ago.

I have no idea he has been watching for over the years. Well he made it pretty obvious though when he 'likes' my old photos a few times before consequently pulak tu aigu. I noticed it a few times during those interval but I was too busy to even care, but not until my younger sister voice it out last time haha. And the funny part is that all my siblings, the 5 of us. Semua dia add as a friend. Kelakar kan? lol

Anyway  after these years, he made it all way to approach me even if it's only on facebook. After all the efforts he did, liking and read comments sampai ingat every details wahh I'm impressed hahaha. Memang boleh dapat award stalker terbaik, boleh link information lagi pergh kerja kat fbi pun boleh ni. Oh okay, when I think it back pretty much more differences. I know where he come from, what he's been doing and all while you are anonymous. Aaaa and he's also from 'luaskan kuasamu' area. hahaha. So he told me today he actually interested to know me better and that's the reason why he keeps on tracking me.

So erm can I know you better as well? hehe

Anyway, I'm glad that I am able to spread positive vibe throughout my writings and shares on my page. I hope people will find it beneficial though sometimes I do talk nonsense. I am just a plain girl who still struggles on a lot of things that owns so much flaws. I still have so much space inside me that I need to improve. Well, I see my life goes on as what has been planned by Allah. My life is just as interesting as you if you keep being happy, optimist and rely on Him more :)

Virtual Someone

I will be having Tom Yam for dinner today :)

This is my way of saying goodbye. Apparently we had a short period of conversation together, but somehow you are very pleasing and comforting to me. I don't even know why. 

I would not just simply reply anyone but yours is an exception. The first hi was remarkable perhaps, it was a prayer which notably lighten my day. Our first massive conversation was about my research progress and I found myself enthusiastically talking to someone who understands and interested in my project. We are relatively different, like very very different I can feel it though it is only virtual. I have lots of things in mind, things to share and you were there to listen? I think that is the main reason why I feel you are compliment and it breaks the ice. Sometimes I feel like I was so bright and cheerful and you might get annoyed but then you still replied me telling me that you love listening to stories. Okay, that was cool. Lol.

To be frank, I do not know much things about you. The only medium I have was facebook but it brings nothing at all hahaha. Well, to me you are out of the normal average guy I can find anywhere because you are weird hahaha. Yes, everyone is unique in their own way but you are way different than others. Don't get me wrong, that makes you fun and exciting to talk with. I do not know how long would we be disconnected, but if one day you came back and keep in touch, I hope you can introduce yourself properly because I still don't get it why do you have to keep your uni anonymous. And I don't understand why is it matter to me either lol. 

It always been great chats for me. I appreciate that. Thank you for helping the indecisive side of me last night. I pray that Allah will help you and guide you throughout your journey in finding Him. I hope you'll be as great as Umar Al-Khattab soon. 

These are your points listed. I hope you do not feel awkward reading.

I hope this will make your day too.

Rabithah - Hari Itu, Hari Ini

My neighbor, Ayah

I just came back from my sweet escape with my two buddies since in Adelaide. Cuti awal muharam kan. So kteorang ke bukit tinggi, it's an uplanned trip and it was hillarious! Except for it's holiday and we need to bare with a lot of people coming by. Bergambar pun orang photobomb sakan haha. But alhamdulillah we really had a short sweet time together. Overnight at Nora's Lodge which I totally recommend for those who wanted to keep yourself away from the city at a very reasonable price. Since Colmar Tropicale is wayy too cool for us. Mahal gila semalam RM500+ tu boleh pi beli tiket ke Korea okay.

Anyway my intention is not to highlight my short vacation in this post. I will write it later in a different post.

The incident that caught my attention away was when I came back and found a plastic bag filled with biscuits and snacks hanging on my door. To my surprise it was from my Palestinian friend who used to live just beside my room. When I look inside the plastic bag, she tag along a note written:

"My dear lovely sister shafiqah (it should be written as Syafiqa btw),

It's me ayah, I came to your room so many times these two days but I couldn't find you. I wanted to tell you I'm checking out from my room and going to KL, I hope we can meet again. I will come next week to check out, maybe we can meet dear. Please take care. I will always remember you. I really wanted to see your photos in graduation. I am sure you are the most beautiful among all...

You neighbor, 

ayah room 3.5"

MashaAllah, I feel quite touched and sad to be honest. We used to live, complained, laughed and even shared beauty tips together. For the past 5 months I've known no one when you first came and approached me with a Assalamualaikum and a sweet smile. When I heard your story of not coming back to Palestine at all for almost 4 years, how you were afraid of and hate lights (Israel controls the electric power back in Palestine, they were allowed to use electric power at certain times only), how you used to study with only candle when I asked why does your room look so dim all the time unlike mine, and how you miss Palestinian food so much, I should be REALLY REALLY GRATEFUL of what I have. Your story keeps me alive. Sometimes I heard you spoke in Arabic over the phone and cried. I wanted to ask you but I'm afraid that it was too personal and I don't wanna ruin your mood when we intersected sometimes in the washroom or just in the corridor.

Ayah, I still keep sheseido charcoal mask you gave me the other day. I hope we can still meet and I hope I can show you my graduation photos as I promised to you earlier. We were so busy that apparently living next door wasn't even a sole reason for us to meet.

Please be strong and I hope you can return back to Palestine like you wish for.
With the help of Allah SWT, I am sure that Palestine will be free soon.

Congrats Dear!

Okay sebenarnya aku baru je balik dari Melaka sebab bestfriend kita nikah :)
And this is the first wedding of my bestfriends. Well, at least among spyrogyra & the wedding I attended. I already missed out walimah housemate aku yang kt sydney sobbs.

Haaa bersungguh tau aku datang dari kuantan singgah Tbs, Lina pick up pastu redah jam tengah tengah bandar kl tu, g amik Neddy pulak. Walaupun jam mashaAllah delay dekat 40 min jugak aku rasa, moment dalam kereta tu yang manis tu chewah. Haha. Time camtulah nak catch up bagai, nyanyi dalam kereta lagi. Nasib tak kena kecam sebab masing masing suara turun naik sama je -..-

Tapi since melaka & kl tak jauh sangat so aku tak la rasa beban sangat pegi melaka sebab dah ada pit stop kat kl kot hm ntah. Psychology je tuu. Anyway, kteorang sampai melaka dalam pukul 9.30pm camtu, rumah Farah ni dalam ladang sime darby senang cerita. Bila dah malam, lagi la susah nak cari rumah dia. Bila tanya guard depan tu, mintak dia tunjukkan rumah Manager, dia kabo nye kat keme salah jalan pulak. Ya tuhan, melalut kteorang dalam ladang kelapa sawit tuu. Nasib baik lepastu jumpa polis bantuan yang tengah ronda ronda situ. Dah la takde lampu jalan, kalau tak jumpa jalan keluar tak tahu la apa jadi T.T

Selepas mengharungi jalan yang gelap dan nun jauh ke atas ladang tu, akhirnya jumpa jugak bakal pengantin niii. Tadaaaaa

 Telepati kuat semua pakai baju warna biru.

Ni baru bff sejati hiks

Malam sebelum farah nikah tu, farah join lah kengkawan dia ni tidur kat homestay sekali. K, aku rasa bersalah dengan farah sbb malam tu kteorang tidur pkul 2.30am kot. Pengantin kan kena tidur awai takut esok hilang pulak serinya, tapi biasala dah jumpa mana boleh pause stop stop sembang ni. haha. Dah la habis semua veil kasut dicuba. Sebelum pengantin pakai esok kteorang cuba la dulu :P 

The best thing was this is my first time jadi bridesmaid yang ala ala hipster camtu? haha. k serius kekok. Sekarang barulah aku sedar kreatifnya la orang yang kerjaya dia sebagai model. Terer gila posing banyak gaya! Aku ni posing pun gaya mostly sama je. Bila dia cakap freestyle je aku tak tahu dah gaya apa lagi nak buat selain peace dan angkat tangan tunjuk seronok hahaha -.- harapnya posing aku tak mencemarkan kualiti gambar nikah farah ni. Aiguuu

Bridesmaids!

Dan Bridesmaid yang kaku haha

Aku ni memang orang yang sentimental dan emotional. Kira jiwa aku ni memang cepat tersentuh bila main dengan perasaan ni. Sebab tu aku values moments and memories so much, dan mungkin itu juga sebab aku susah nk move on. Tak kira la orang ke tempat ke, kalau dia significant kat aku, memang forever significant haaa. Jadi bila akad nikah tu, hei aku dah cuba sedaya upaya taknak ngobok dan debor, tapi akhirnya tewas juga. Nasib baik aku duduk belakang farah, dia taknampak apa yang berlaku. So alhamdulillah, aku tak burukkan keadaan dengan menyebabkan dia nangis teruk lagi heee :)

The beautiful in white bride 

Selepas 3 kali lafaz, she's officially Shazuan's! 

The Bridesmaid and The subjects maybe? 

You know when I say I see you guys growing, it is actually a very overwhelming moment to see the girls who are part of me achieving something big in their life. I don't wanna miss seeing everyone in their big special day because each and everyone of you means a lot to me. To Farah, I pray that Allah will bless this marriage, lead this newly-wed couples to Jannah, showers you with sakinah, mawaddah and rahmah. You're amazing ever since I met you and I believe you make a perfect wife to him :) 

 I love you Farah, but I know Shazuan loves you more.

A big congrats and barakallah :)

Future you

Haritu masa raya aku jumpa balik kawan kawan sekolah dulu. Masa sekolah all girls dulu tuu :')

Dorang ni mashaAllah nakal la masa kat sekolah dulu. Taklah jahat sampai tahap merokok hisap dadah bagai tu haha. Nakai ja. hihi. Yang bestnya dorang ni walaupun perangai gila gila tapi masing masing otak power beb. Dulu kteorang mostly kelas depan, jadi kawan sekelas aku ni ramai la yang hebat hebat belaka. Ada yang selalu siap kerja sekolah awal, senyap je dan menurut perintah cikgu betul. Ayu dan sopan pula tu. Memang gadis melayu terakhir.

Berbeza la dengan geng aku ni, kteorang outspoken, daring, bising dan sangat riang haha. My friends were very bright. Sebab tu bila jumpa, tak tahu nak dengar sape yang bercakap. Semua nak bercerita. heh -.- Pernah ada sekali tu, kitaorang tengah makan makan kat kfc kuale, masa tu memang tak ingat dunia la. Dah tak peduli sape kiri kanan. Rupa2nya ada sekumpulan budak lelaki tengah makan juga kat situ, dorang hantar seorang budak kecik umur 7 ke 8 tahun kot mintak supaya kakak ni senyap sikit. Perghh terkedu semua kawan aku. hahahaha. Haaa buat lagi kome! lol

If you look closer,

Our friendship is literally 10 years guys! 10 yearss.

Bila aku kenangkan dorang, tak sangka 10 tahun ni macam macam yang kitaorang lalu. I mean I've seen them growing kot. huhu. Kalau korang tanya aku siapa yang pernah hadir dalam hidup diorang hehe, aku memang boleh jawab. Dan kalau korang tanya dorang siapa yang pernah ada dalam hidup aku eceh, dorang pun boleh jawab. Haritu gather balik, dorang pun bertanya pasal 'orang orang' tersebut. Ohoii senyap semua senyap. Aku taknak ingat apa apa dah k. Patutlah islam larang intimate-relationship between genders, ini rupanya hikmah dia.

Buat julung kalinyaaa, selepas beberapa tahun aku miss gathering dorang. Dan ada je orang yang takde kali ni sepuluh orang semua ada! Waaahhh sesenyap2 kedai makan haritu, mau runtuh bila semua orang mula bersuara. haha. And you know you're not a kid anymore, instead of pointer kau berapa, kau masuk u mana course apa bagai bertukar ke...

Kau nanti kerja area mana? Eh bila lagi sekali tarikh nikah? Jap, tahu tak dia dah bertunang? Ehh...dia dah kawin dah la! Dia ni dah ada 2 anak dah. Dia baru bersalin semalam weh.

Andd....all you can do is eating popcorn. hahahahahaha

Serius dewasa sangat dorang. Aku masih lagi sedih apsal elaun aku tak masuk masuk sambil telefon ayah aku membebel kenapa bacteria aku tak hidup hidup, risau tak secure sponsorship bagai. Untuk orang yang dah ke fasa yang seterusnya dalam hidup, aku sangat respect dengan dorang. Sebab dorang sangat berani untuk tempuh hidup yang not-going-to-be laid back people! Out of 10 spyro sisters aku ni, sorang baru je bertunang raya lepas, sorang nikah dan sorang bertunang bulan depan.3 orang dah ada planning, maka tinggal la kami 4 orang terkebil kebil. 2 orang dah nak kerja, Dann tinggal lah aku dengan sorang kawan aku ni yang masih belajar.

Jadi, untuk awak yang saya masih tak nampak bayang. Saya tengah berusaha nak jadi yang terbaik bila kita jumpa nanti ni. Jangan risau, raya lepas saya dah practise working in a hell's kitchen hahaha. Just in case kalau family awak ni family besar, I've been trained in a hectic kitchen ya knoww. Ramadhan lepas, saya berjaya prepare sahur setiap kali balik untuk family saya tau so saya akan pastikan kita dapat pahala sahur. I've read lots of parenting stuffs, saya baca buku sirah dan pilih nama nama best supaya nanti this ummi can tell stories behind their names soon :') Saya pergi gym & take care the whole me so that when i meet you I will look all happy and healthy. So to my 'future-you', wherever you are, I hope you're doing the same thing too, learning to be a husband with responsibilities and reserving ourselves for the pure and right person.

Hai, ni la dia hadiah awak untuk seumur hidup. 

Saya amik berkat orang bertunang ni tau.

May Allah gives you sabr dealing with this girl soon.

Hehehe :)

Used to, not anymore

As I am building hard wall around me, I still sometimes came across his name a few times. And that, is very annoying to me. Really.

Thought I am that smart enough for not clicking his profile nor stalking him, this tangles still wandering not knowing its place. And that, is very bothering.

I'm sorry but I get to ignore my used-to-be bestfriend too.
I wanted to ask how you (bestfriend) been doing. Well, I also wanted to leave a comment on how we 1st met too, but as soon as I viewing the comments section, that so-called name appeared so I lost all my exciting mood. I think, I'm just gonna leave it here,

KFC. haha

Remember?

I'm sorry if it seems that there's boundaries between us. Never meant to. And as far as one can tell, you're one of my best-guy-friend I've ever met. You're a very good listener since I was 16-teen. You listen to my curses, my very big mind blowing wonders, my sad feeling and the happy one :') But whenever we started talking, you'll remind me of that one guy. And I would never wanted that.  So when I tried forgetting him, I tend to neglect you too. You know how bad I tried kan? haha. Surely you do. It came to the point that I wanted to unfriend you on Facebook, but that doesn't seem allright at all, you can't be dragged into my personal moving-on-thing up to that extent. lol.

Korek, 

Please know that all this while, I value our friendship very much. 

Thank you for all the time spent.

Just, thank you. 

Be & stay strong

It rains in Kuantan today. You know how much I enjoy rainy days. Weirdly, though people say raining is a bad weather but I seem to feel the other way round. Rainy days are perfectly comforting to me. However, despite of how I enjoy the rainy days, I can never neglect the fact that it is actually pretty gloomy. Nayy I don't know. Hmm

Jadi kalau langit pun boleh menangis apatah lagi hati manusia, kan?

Today I received a heart breaking news. A very good friend of mine since highschool lost her dad. And the worst part is I wasn't there to make her feel better. I deeply know how it feels. It is not easy, and never it will be. I received her call around 3am in the morning, telling me her dad is gone. I can tell she was crying. But the best thing I can do is just praying that Allah ease everything for her and her family. I pray that Allah will give you strength to face these challenging days ahead. You know how I constantly remind you to live with Quran? It reminds me the night when I lost my mom. My Muslim Pro apps on my phone notified me with such a remarkable message from Quran.

"Then did you think that We created you uselessly and that to Us you would not be returned?"

Al-mukminun;115

Whenever I read the verse, it makes me think that all this lives are temporary and every promises He said is true because everyone shall taste it. Shall taste death. It is the matter how you deal with it. World is even temporary.

Be strong. Stay strong.
Al-fatihah

Shipster's Love

Hai!

Korang pernah ada sahabat baik tak? Sahabat yang macam hidup mati kau, kawan ah. Hah, cengituuu. Haha. Hari ni dok belek belek gambar lama dalam laptop. Takde la lama mana pun. Cuma beberapa tahun yang lalu, saat saat aku masih di Adelaide mengharungi denai denai kehidupan. Kalau dulu zaman sama sama bujang, sekarang sorang dah nikah dah alhamdulillah :) Habis dah semua bertaburan kat merata Malaysia sebab dah back for good, cuma yang dah nikah tu je yang tertinggal lagi kat Australia since she has another semester to go. Husband dia pun dok belajar lagi kat sana, so no worries lah kan, 3 orang kawan balik Malaysia, dapat sorang husband yang boleh jaga dia lagi power dari kteorang bertiga ni. Boleh bagi duit poket lagi. Untung laaah. Hmmmm..

Sebenarnya dah lagi seminggu nak masuk fasa baru jadi Research Assistant, teringat pulak kat dorang yang dulu jadi housemates yang penuh setia kt Adelaide tu. Hidup aku yang penuh onak duri kat sana, semuanya tenang dengan kehadiran mereka. Pastu aku pun mulalah mengadu kat dorang, "nanti kat kuantan siapa nak jadi kawan aku weii". T.T walaupun aku ni senang buat kawan tapi Shipsterian ni terlalu unik, yang aku takkan lupakan korang sampai bila bilaa. 

My Shipster's housemates are like this; you know I'll be there even if you are too busy to call up for me :') Kalau pepagi yang akan jadi jemah tu haruslah aku dengan kak mas sebab kteorang yang paling awal bangun pagi dan tak tidur lepas subuh. Pastu part time job kteorang pun kteorang settlekan selepas subuh, masa winter tuhan je lah tahu menggigil aku hantar katalog kat rumah orang. Peluh pun tak kauu dah 2 3 degree je pagi tu. 

Mengadu berat badan naik sambil makan tak henti pagi dan petang adalah hobi. Rumah memang meriah dengan makanan. You know there are people yang craving for malaysian food, pastu kalau buat tu mau berkilo kilo. Contohnya nak makan mee goreng, pack yang jual tu ada 1kg je, memang kau masak habiskan lah 1kg boleh makan sampai besok pagi. Tetiba kak mas nak makan masakan sabah pulak, dahh keluar nasik lalap bah. Nasi kerabu semua ada. You named it! Cendol pun kteorang penah buat hokay. Pisang goreng cheese haha walaupun pisang yang tak sesuai pun kteorang goreng je, dah tu je yang ada. 

Aku setiap minggu haruslah pack dengan usrah, daurah mabit tambah dengan assignments and tests every week pastu aku repeat subject pulak sbb fail, dan macam macam lagi. Kalau korang ajak aku tengok movie ke drama ke, yer memang aku tak tengok sebab aku takde masa pun nk tengok haha. Kadangkan, kebahagian satu satu rumah bujang tu terletak kepada understanding, give and take & time spent. Alaah, sama je konsep dia macam orang kawin. Kalau korang nampak cawan tak sempat basuh tu, tolong lah basuhkan. Kalau ada baju yang tak terjemur dalam mesin basuh tu, mesti ada antara dorang yang jemurkan. Kadang kadang baju pun dorang tolong angkatkan, cuma tak lipat je sebab dalam rumah tu semua berat hati bila tang lipat kain. haha. Bila toilet roll dah habis, akan ada orang yang pegi beli. Shout je dalam group, sape yang kat city & possible nak pegi beli mesti akan ada punya. Susu pun sama. Barang tenusu tu wajib dalam fridge. Tak lupa juga carrot, potatoes dan frozen chillies. Haihh, rindu weekend outing dengan housemates utk beli barang groceries. Kalau dah rasa lama sangat tak kumpul 4 orang semua orang akan cari masa sama sama, malam tu hang out ke, pegi makan ayam hot star sama sama dan lepak kat victoria square sambil makan mother's crepe. Lepaihtu mula sorang sorang mengenang nasib. 

Transport selalunya kteorang takde problem sebab dah beli kereta dan setiap kali sesape nk keluar rumah atau nk guna kereta akan shout dalam group rumah. So semua orang akan susun masa dengan baik sekali. Aku selalu terharu kalau dorang akan amik & hantar aku pegi usrah. Kadang tu usrah habis lewat malam. But dorang still akan keluar dan jemput aku. Kadang tu aku kena masak untuk program program bagai, kalau dorang free dorang mesti akan tolong aku packing makanan. Rumah pun boleh jadi rumah program dah sebab dorang tak kisah pun. Pernah kteorang buat mabit dan daurah kat bilik aku. Samalah dengan hajar. Hajar ni busy woman sebab part time job dia ni dah macam full time job dah aku tgk. Dia kerja accountant manager kat women muslim association. Kadang tu aku kena hantar dia pagi pagii lagi sebab kena masuk kerja awal en. 

One of our ways to support each other, kteorang akan pegi event/visit sekejap pun jadi lah if one of us jadi organiser untuk certain program. Aku memang memedang berprogram, hajar & kak mas. Ada sekali tu aku dengan ain satu group symposium untuk subject infection & immunity, dorang yang study commerce ni sanggup datang dan duduk dengar walaupun dorang tak faham apa. haha. Event event hajar mesti kteorang dia angkut sekali, jadi volunteer pun boleh hah. Disebabkan rumah takde ruang tamu, meja makan is the best place utk lepak. Berejam boleh gossip kat dapur, takpun masa masa tunggu orang tengah masak tu amik lah masa borak borak kejap ke en. Makan sekali pun penting.

Whatsapp group rumah 'Shipster's Love' selalu je bising. Nasib baik cinta shipster tu tak pernah pudar ;') Cerita pasal pergi kenduri kawin orang lah, serius weh, kawan kawan kawin macam air, berderet kenduri jenuh aku susun -.- Tak kurang juga dengan gosip cerita yang meletop letop hot sekarang, sampai kat kteorang dah jadi, Descendant of Semporna pulak. hahaha. Korang kena tahuu, kak mas sekarang jangan main main dah dengan dia, future dah nampak sikit dah nak jadi macam cerita korea army melodrama, cuma kak mas tour guide je, bukan doktor. hehehe.

Selepas berdas-das whatsapp group tu meriah dengan gambar makanan yang Ain upload sebab dia masak kat Aiman (her husband), suasana pun jadi emosi sebab Ain kata Adelaide dah takde sape dah, nak masak fancy fancy kat rumah. Kalau balik Adelaide pun tak seronok sebab current housemates tak macam kteorang. Housemate baru dia nice aja cuma korang tahu lah bila dah final year, semua orang akan cam moved sikit, wondering; "kegilaan apakah ini" Hahaha. Final year ialah tahun yang bagi aku ; back off semua orang yang nk memusnahkan kehidupan aku. I JUST WANT TO GRAD, THAT'S ALL. Puas hati guna caps lock lol. So housemate semua busy, mostly dorang amik farmasi. Lagi lah kan.

Study kat oversea tu bukan satu perkara yang mudah dan tak juga susah. Adaptation in terms of everything. Cara hidup, loghat, pastu kau nak kena amik tahu pasal service kat sana sebab kau kena uruskan bil bil eletrik, internet, gas semua sendiri. Kena pulak toilet rosak lah apa la dah kena panggil plumber pulak. Study lagi, accent dorang mashaAllah haha. Dengan dorang yang on time dan tak pernah pernah cancel class. Pastu bila kau stress lalu sebelah kedai makan, kau pun terasa nak makan puas puas sebab time tu sejuk dan lapar, tapi sebab tak halal dan kau kena tahan nafsu sambil tunggu bas nak balik rumah. Bila dah sampai rumah, kau tak boleh direct makan tapi kena masak dulu la pulak dan akhirnya selepas satu jam baru boleh makan hahaha.

Makanya surrounding especially kat rumah memainkan peranan yang sangat pentinglah bagi aku. Sebab kat rumah tempat kau nak berehat kan, kalau suasana cold je, memang rasa nak marah orang je manjang. Sebab tu korang kena ada housemates yang bersifat 3 perkara tadi; understanding, give & take. Buat hadek hadek, bahkan orang dewasa sekali pun, ciptalah suasana rumah yang membantu korang semua. I am family-oriented person. Warmness at home does matter. Kadang-kadang aku pun terkejut sebab pernah tengok post kat facebook, housemate dia garang macam singa. Berkepok kepok nota sana sini kat fridge, pintu toilet bagai dengan pesanan pesanan yang macam macam. We had the reminders too as well, but with sweet words and nice note. Spread the love, not the hatred. 

Nahh, salam sayang dari kami, The shipsters.