Tuesday, December 27, 2016

Before the year ends


Before 2016 ends, inbox me something that you've always wanted to tell or ask me. It's gonna stay secret between us two.

Wednesday, December 21, 2016

How I celebrated my day

Assalamualaikum peeps,

So today marks the end of my big tasks.

I had successfully defended my proposal last Monday and done with my ethics test today. Yeayy for me! Kelas ethics tu ialah kelas paling power dan dahsat if I have to compare with my classes during my undergraduate days. Not because of the content but because of my lecturer who can talk non-stop for 3 hours hahaha. Kalau tengok belah brothers tu semua dah ketiduran. Sisters juga la yang gigih tahan dengar walaupun dalam kepala dah terbayang sedapnya lahai kalau disaat ini dapat tidur atas tilam yang empuk sambil didodoikan dengan celoteh Dr Ibrahim hehe.

So, for the past few days I don't really eat. Revising and practising my slides. Upgrading it, discussed with my supervisor and get it done quickly so I can do my mock presentation several times. The crucial part was of course the methods. Examiner asked lots of questions for sure. T.T Then she met my supervisor and outlined her suggestions again. Such a dedicated examiner, thank you very much :)

After my test was over, I began craving for foods. Macam tahu tahu je, perut ni perlukan celebration hehehe. I tagged along with a friend to change our bank card into paywave system and later decided to go for a hispter cafe around Kuantan. We were looking for coffee to be frank. Sadly, all cafes are close at lunch hour.

We decided to go for Jhonnys afterwards.

Had my steam chickens! yumms

Fave ice cream after Copenhagen and Gelatissimo

Anyway, I read a very interesting stories in iium confession. Inspired by the stories, haha right after the lunch and dessert, we headed to iium's library, and started to look for historical reads. Aside from learning sciences, I have inner curiosity in historical stories. To let this mind in a peaceful state for a while after cramping it with tons of scientific materials, I had my mocha and rooting myself with reading books in the library. Perfect timing for me :) Though it was kind of hard to look for this section, I encountered with a lot of medical books and scientific books in the library before finally got it revealed after 40 minutes.

I can't remember its name. This is an impromtu plan when kak Suphia 
turned her car and came across a hipster cafe. I had this for dinner today.

It's been a great day today. 
I feel like hosting Rasa Halal Antarabangsa. Kahkah

Tuesday, December 13, 2016



I had my daurah held in Gombak last weekend and then decided to sleepover at yuci's apartment for a night. Well just staying to look for a new hijab in masjid jamek because a friend is getting married in less than 2 weeks time and yazz found the perfect colour alhamdulillah :) I knew masjid jamek is a shopping heaven for certain people but I haven't been there sampaila yuci bawak semalam. I actually been there numerous times just for travelling purposes obviously; changing line etc. Tak pernah turun pun and yes I was surprised with lots of choices. Dresses? Tudung, palazo? You named it semua adaaa. Yang penting murah coz I bought my tudung for just RM10. hehe

Anyway, this Syafiqa actually is not so resistant with dust, kurang minum air and lack of sleep rupanya.

I don't know what is happening to me lately but I fall sick again for quite a number of times this year. Had a very bad cold last 2 months, that one is normal because I usually experience it every year. Maybe because I had my head cramp for a week attending seminars which I did not have any interests of, hahaha but the main contribution must be I don't drink much water in a day. Sebab seminar duduk dalam bilik ada aircond lol.

This time it happens again. Aaaa. I thought I would stay healthy until the end of the year but I am not. Another thing duduk dalam bilik aircond, and I don't even brought any bottles with me T.T When I get back to the accommodation, the place was okay for everyone including me except for my body physiology. I think it must be a bit dusty since I sneezed a few times. Nevertheless, my body defense mechanism did a good job at that time. I was doing fine those two days. I get cranky on the 3rd day. Bangun2 dah sakit tekak dah and I knew it's a bad sign!

Rumah yuci pulak dia terlupa nak masak air, sooo again I don't drink much. As soon as we get out, I rushed to buy strepsil, just to take a quick action. As we arrived masjid jamek, lagilaaaa. I can't stop sneezing T.T ya Allah. This time, i think the environment there is a bit non hygienic for my weak body (mesti immune system kita dah letih dah time ni haha), too much people which increases the possibility of virus spreading and last but not least, habuk kain. Masa kat situ juga I looked for hurix, bought piles of small tissues which I used them all today and panadol at the same time. I drank 2 big bottles of water just to keep hydrated from yesterday and end up going to toilet every 2 hours lol. I feel a bit better tonight but as soon as I think of doing my laundry I feel weak again -__- Anyone nak offer laundry services? Anyway, please pray for my health. Next week is my proposal defense, and I have not completed my slides yet.

 "I went out last Friday and have made up my mind on which perfume I wanted to buy. I haven't buy it yet though. So if it happens for you to go out or visit 'The Body Shop', tell me what do you think about it :)"

It's White Musk Smoky Rose!

Wednesday, December 7, 2016

Getting rid off DIY CRT Hotlink

If you are having the same problem with me, please read this.

*kalau malas nak dengar bebelan boleh straight pergi ke instruction ya. hehe

Dikala post ini sedang ditulis, aku masih lagi beristighfar. Apakah ini sebenarnyanya penyucian harta? T.T

Perasaan geram ni still ada ni haaa

Dah lama sebenarnya aku biarkan maxis ni telan duit aku cenggitu je. Dan dah lama juga cubaan untuk terminate pakej DIY caller ringtone yang aku tak permah subscribe pun okay. Berapa kali jugalah bila aku angkat talipon, aku dengar orang gelak dulu baru hello. Sebab caller ringtone yang tah apa apa tu laaaaa. Kalau dia bagi orang dengar lagu yang baik baik, aku okay lagi. Ni lagu disco ke apa aku tak tahu. Sampaikan ada orang tu takut salah number call aku. Tak baik tau maxis buli rakyat marhaen macam ni.

Lagi aku tak boleh terima bila setiap kali aku nak terminate, suruh dial *131# > manage crt. Tapi bila try, dia cakap aku tak langgan pun pakej tu -.-' then bila aku check list lagu, ada pula berderet lagu dekat list tu. yaAllah kenot brain. Aku rasa setiap bulan aku buat cenggitu, dan bila jadi gitu aku pun malas dah nak cuba. Harini baru kemuncak aku betul2 nak get rid of those annoying DIY CRT tu, Effort aku bukan main call maxis centre etc. Aku google dulu dan ramai betul yang mengadu hal yang sama macam aku, tak subscribe tetiba jee ada. Kalau free takpe, ni sesuka hati renew dan deduct duit, hish. Hasil google aku tu, banyak juga suggestion dia tapi semua tu tak applicable dan tak membantu langsung. It doesnt help me at all. Aku dah la pengguna maxis tegar dari sekolah menengah, Bila balik malaysia setiap tahun dulu pun dok beli simcard maxis je. Ni dah ada perasaan membuak2 dah ni nak tukar line. Aaaa nyampah tak habis lagi sebenarnya hahaha.

Okay how to get rid the DIY caller ringtone the fastest way:

1) Dial 1300 820 120
2) Tekan 1 terus, takpayah dengar dia ulang nilai kredit korang
3) Lepastu tekan 5
4) Tunggu operator, dan beritahu apa masalah (lama juga aku tunggu sbnrnya, dalam 5-6 min kena tahan telinga maxis promo macam2)
5) Beri no phone, and within seconds CRT tu dia delete terus dan dapat confirmation through message.

Done! Boleh la korang mintak kawan kawan test call korang balik ada ke tak caller ringtone tu, maka terselamatlah RM3 setiap bulan yang korang kena bayar untuk renew pakej yang tak pernah subscribe tu.

Masuk december ni, penyucian jiwa macam kena lebih sikit. Kena banyak bersabar dan bersabar. Haihh

Monday, December 5, 2016

Next destination


Today is normal as it is. Just extra tired and I decided not to go to any symposium or doing any lab works today. Chilling in my room is the best thing to do. I am pampering myself with my fave routine, reading new novel I won for entering a review competition while settling some works. I am still framing my weekly schedule and memorizing some short hadeeth for this weekend. Nevertheless, my appetite just do not declining today dah kenapa. haha. Bahagia betul pulak hari ni. 

As I scrolling may facebook timeline, I came across a graphic image of choosing your next destination konon-kononnya. It is like you have to tap once on the graphic and it will state your next visiting country. So I tapped, and my next destination is Kenya. To be honest I only know Kenya is located in Africa and I have this assumption of it is a poor country. Okay, stereotype kan. So I googled. And yeah pretty much it is true. I read about its poverty rate. It is kind of sad... Children dominate the country, it is 42% of the population, so they have problems to make up the education. So little physicians, 1 doctor with 14 nurses to cater like hundreds of people. Ya tuhann. How is life over there? Kalau New Zealand boleh buat insaf just by looking at the powerful creations, kebesaranNya and all, Kenya would make you bersyukur instead I bet. 

So I tried to search some of the famous attractions in Kenya (looks like I'm planning a trip already lol). Kenya is famous with is savanna safaris. Dramatic extreme and classic contrasts I reckon, they way I look at it at least. Macam boleh nyanyi 'hakuna mentata' je. I must feel like in animal planet at times or even national geographic if I were to go there for real. hehe. I bet dad would be amazed of this country too because he watches Animal Planet. His fave channel I can say that.

Anyway, my top 3 countries for me to explore are Switzerland, Turkey and Japan-again. I like Japan so much that I think I can go there over and over again, numerous time pun I have no problem. Some people asked me why do I wanna visit those countries so much? As for Switzerland, I adore its beauty and nature. Ya Allah it is just so so beautiful, just cant takes my eyes off from it. Cantik sangat. Tengok gambar je pun dah melting. Kalau pergi mungkin taknak balik agaknya haha. Turkey is soo reach of its history. Islamic history and I admire Sultan Muhammad Al Fateh so much. I even bought the book, likes any page in regards of turkish and ottoman empire. Read book about 'cara mendidik anak seperti al fateh', see I'm so immersed with it :) Japan on the other hand is so rich of its culture, food and places too. You'll find Japanese full of honesty and value their heritage so much. They are proud of their bloodline and have faith in what they are doing. They trust their people and work to develop Japan with so much efforts. Orang jepun ni rajin rajin dan sangat jujur. Aaaa I just wanna go back there and eat sushi a lot.  hehe tak habis habis. Tunggu la gaji berkepok kepok sampai 50k.

Since I can't move on just yet with the result, I keep on tapping to look at among all these 3 countries, which country would at least hit my luck this time. 

Okay, sekarang dah puas hati. Ahahahaha

Monday, November 28, 2016


I have so much things to tell you.

Maybe these few days or week I won't be able to write as much as I want here. I would always try anyway since writing is sort of my therapy.

I hope you are now feeling okay, no daily stress and live your life happily like usual. I just hope I was not one of your mood swing contribution haha. Just in case if you feel like talking to me back, I'm always here :)

Sunday, November 20, 2016

Another you


Today I found another you. Another someone who actually reads me silently haha. The only different is he reads my fb instead of my blog. My sister was a lecturer and apparently some of her students added me as well, because I attended some of her classes perhaps. Though I don't really know them all, I just approved them considering they are my sister's students. So I had this friend request approved 3 years ago.

I have no idea he has been watching for over the years. Well he made it pretty obvious though when he 'likes' my old photos a few times before consequently pulak tu aigu. I noticed it a few times during those interval but I was too busy to even care, but not until my younger sister voice it out last time haha. And the funny part is that all my siblings, the 5 of us. Semua dia add as a friend. Kelakar kan? lol

Anyway  after these years, he made it all way to approach me even if it's only on facebook. After all the efforts he did, liking and read comments sampai ingat every details wahh I'm impressed hahaha. Memang boleh dapat award stalker terbaik, boleh link information lagi pergh kerja kat fbi pun boleh ni. Oh okay, when I think it back pretty much more differences. I know where he come from, what he's been doing and all while you are anonymous. Aaaa and he's also from 'luaskan kuasamu' area. hahaha. So he told me today he actually interested to know me better and that's the reason why he keeps on tracking me.

So erm can I know you better as well? hehe

Anyway, I'm glad that I am able to spread positive vibe throughout my writings and shares on my page. I hope people will find it beneficial though sometimes I do talk nonsense. I am just a plain girl who still struggles on a lot of things that owns so much flaws. I still have so much space inside me that I need to improve. Well, I see my life goes on as what has been planned by Allah. My life is just as interesting as you if you keep being happy, optimist and rely on Him more :)

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Dear God


I don't listen to Avenged Sevenfold haha. But this song is an exception. Lyrics are beautiful yet so heartwarming. I never heard anything from him anymore. I don't even know how things are going on. I'm just hoping that wherever we go, Allah protect us, keep us guided and blessed. I'm just hoping that we will be good Muslim. You know that I'm so into piano rhythm, kan? :)

"Dear god, 
The only thing I ask from you, 
is to hold her when I'm not around, 
when I'm much too far away.
We all need the person who can be true to you, 
but I lost her when I found her, 
and now I'd wish I stay."

ps: Look for the full lyrics though. You'll know why I'm so immersed with this.

Sunday, November 13, 2016

The Tiny Creatures

I arrived Kuantan this morning. Early morning, at around 3.30am.

It was the end of another hectic week. I was all busy from Monday collecting data, doing my lab works because I received a call from my supervisor telling me that I need to attend a conference in UTM. So it gets quite a little hectic when I had to rush myself packing my stuffs, washed and had my lunch in just an hour. Makan pun rasa macam tak digest je aha. I was expecting that the journey would take around 4 hours and 30 mins to Larkin from Kuantan. Frustratingly, it took around 7 hours to get there. Ya tuhan, banyaknyaa dia berhenti berhenti T.T Boleh pulak dia transit lama kat Segamat. Aaaaa 

Anyway I attended the conference on Thursday, obviously not as a presenter yet hehe. So I had my sister who brought my late mom's car to UTM to pick up and drop me to the conference area. Weirdly, I found myself enjoying listening to most of the talk I went. Well I like it when people talk about the things they do passionately. I really do :') There were lots of area of research covered from Biology to Biomedical Engineering. As I listen to everything I was excited. But later on I feel that the area of research is actually infinity and wide. Everybody was presenting their work progression and all for somehow I feel that human beings are actually just little creatures. Kerdil. Yes, kerdil. Even if we think that our brains can function powerfully, still they are limited to a certain extent. And a human being would never ever able to discover everything in this world! Not even the entire human body!

I stumble across this verse after a while, 

"Dan kunci-kunci semua yang ghaib ada padaNya; tidak ada yang mengetahui selain Dia. Dia mengetahui apa yang berada di darat dan di laut. Tidak ada sehelai daun pun yang gugur yang tidak diketahui oleh Nya. Tidak ada sebutir biji pun dalam kegelapan bumi dan tidak pula sesuatu yang basah atau yang kering, yang tidak tertulis dalam lauh mahfuz" Al-An'am, ayat 59.

We sometimes are proud of who we are. Be it people who obtain bachelors degree, masters, phd or whosoever. After all, you are still bound to the most powerful strength, Al-'Aleem, the all knowing;the Omniscient. Upholding the legacy of seeking knowledge is highly encouraged and recommended. However, Allah command us in Surah Al-Alaq to read in the names of Allah. It's when the more you learn, the more you discover things you ended up to reflecting yourself that there's no one greater than Him. 

I am still overwhelmed after reading the verse. 

Sunday, November 6, 2016

Umar Al-Khattab


There is someone I knew who was named after a great sahabah. This sahabah is one of the kind in which I always look up to. He's brave, firm and always be the first line defense of the Islamic troop during the war. It was even narrated that the Quraisy (kafir Quraisy;the enemy) would even turned around, never dare to move forward when they were told that Umar is heading towards them. That's how powerful Umar Al-Khattab was.

If I were able to give you this directly, I would had already. I hope that whoever came across this post would benefit from it as well :')

Credit to Indahnya Islam webpage:
9 kelebihan Amirul Mukminin Umar Al-Khattab RA

It would be better if the link image appeared here at least...
Semoga bermanfaat!

Wednesday, November 2, 2016

You can & you will

MashaAllah dah November daaah.

Lagi 2 bulan umur dah nak 24 tahun. WHAAAT

Age, please stop now. You are making me worried lol.

My busy weekend just ended last week. Dan baru sahaja habis presentation untuk kelas Ethics. Gigih la baca pasal history of misconducts bagai, sampai dah tepu dah kepala ni. My body was literally drained. Aha. Okay I have no idea that organizing a program for school kids is actually beyond my strength hahaha. Though it was not in my bucket list, this could probably be an unlocked achievement! You know sometimes school kids can be out of control but luckily I managed to get their attention. Kudos to all primary school teachers! Now I know how amazing you guys were after being in the situation myself. I mean, sorang dua budak takde hal weh, ni kalau dah 40 orang ni mau flat terus. hahaha. But I actually get excited and did really enjoy myself. My point is, kalau korang nak handle bebudak ni tolong lah fit dan energetic, kalau tak nanti drain segala tenaga walau separuh hari.

Anyway, the exciting part is the program was held as a 'moms & kids' day treat'. Dalam erti kata lain, cara untuk tarik ibu ibu untuk ada kualiti time bersama. Kadang-kadang ibu ibu ni nak datang macam macam program, tapi sebabkan ada kekangan waktu, tak tahu anak nak bagi siapa jaga bagai.. bila ada program macam ni, senang lah sikit kan. Hati pun senang tak payah risau sebab anak anak ada program lain tapi di tempat yang sama :')

Jiwa saintis Wan Syafiqa sebenarnya dah agak terserlah dah masa program ni hewhew. Jadi sebagai ketua program yang berdedikasi, kami diberi mandat untuk buat program 'science backyard'. Soo banyak la experiment yang menarik dan kreatif untuk adik adik ni. Buat volcano eruptions, colour dance dan lava lamp. Memang adik adik tu seronok la, kakak kakak yang handle pun eksited tak habis. Jenuh tau akak sorang ni dok ingat balik silibus sekolah zaman sekolah rendah dulu. Tapi puas sangat rasa bila boleh share dengan adik adik tu how Quran Vs. Science works.

Penciptaan Manusia 

Kemudian air mani itu Kami jadikan segumpal darah, lalu segumpal darah itu Kami jadikan segumpal daging, dan segumpal daging itu Kami jadikan tulang belulang, lalu tulang belulang itu Kami bungkus dengan daging. Kemudian Kami jadikan dia makhluk yang (berbentuk) lain. Maka Maha sucilah Allah, Pencipta Yang Paling Baik.(Surah Al-mukminun, ayat 14)


"Dan Dialah yang telah menciptakan malam dan siang, matahari dan bukan. Masing-masing dari keduanya itu beredar dalam garis edarnya" (Surah Al-Anbiya' ayat 30)

Kejadian Hujan 

“Allah, Dialah yang mengirim angin, lalu angin itu menggerakkan awan dan Allah membentangkannya di langit menurut yang dikehendaki-Nya, dan menjadikannya bergumpal-gumpal; lalu kamu lihat hujan keluar dari celah-celahnya, maka apabila hujan itu turun mengenai hamba-hamba-Nya yang dikehendaki-Nya, tiba-tiba mereka menjadi gembira,” ( Surah Ar-Ruum ayat 48)

For the first time I feel like a story teller. Habis kena kerumun sambil dengar cerita. Dah rasa macam cikgu tadika dah. Seronok rupanya bila dapat peluang kaitkan apa yang kita belajar dengan Quran :') Seronok bila dapat kongsi ilmu dengan adik adik. Discovering science theory is like another way to discover His Mercy. Selalu sangat rasa terharu dengan kebesaran Dia. Quran has mentioned all these before scientist found it kan. Tugas researchers ni sebenarnya hanya prove teori yang dalam Quran. First time rasa amazed bila pergi talk Dr. Daniel pasal Quran & Science dulu. Peeps, seeking of knowledge is something that everyone should do I tell ya gaiss. You know that 800 centuries ago, when scientific approach was established during islamic empire? When there is too many doctors that they need to undergo for some elections as well tons of books were produced masa zaman tu? Each and everytime I watched the video and I read about how massive and great islamic empire was, I tend to have this mix feelings. I think I have this spirit to uphold the legacy of seeking knowledge like what the previous muslim scholars did so that at least I contribute something as an image of a muslimah. At the same time, I feel so sad looking at the circumstances of our ummah today. Too much keyboard warriors, too much complains without doing anything and too much thinking about the world when we have the ultimate life which in the hereafter. 

Dan setiap kali program, mulalah sesi muhasabah diri aku -.-
Semoga dapat mengubah dunia. An yeah well, you can and you will iAllah. 

To all my dear younger brothers and sisters, 
That was the best I can do for you. I will come again with some better ideas to spread the beauty of islam and science as well in order for you to keep close to Allah and get a clear picture that science and Quran has not boundaries. I will use all that I have to keep this world a better place. To this ummah, for you and for Islam :)

Untuk rakan yang sama sama berjuang, "Dunia bukan tempat berehat. Rehat lah bila di Syurga nanti" (Ahmad Ammar, Tarbiyyah selepas kematian). I am so inspired with this. 

Bakal Saintis Ummah

Sunday, October 23, 2016

Laid Back Day


Today is normal as it is. Except for pagi ni hujan. Seorang Wan Syafiqa memang suka hujan hujan ni. Jadinya pagi tadi dinikmati dengan menyelebungi diri dalam selimut sambil dengar lagu OAG sampai pukul 7 pagi. Hm, ni semua youtube punya pasal buat aku throwback lagu lama lama. Alhamdulillah hari ni dah semakin sihat walaupun masih kena telan panadol sebab kepala ni kadang kadang berat juga, batuk ni je yang tak baik baik lagi. Sampai terjaga tengah malam sebab tekak kering dan nak minum air. Pastu mula la terjaga lagi sebab nak pegi toilet pulak. Memang tak lena aku tidur minggu ni haha. Serius weh, banyak gila air aku minum ni. Niat nak pergi ambik antibiotik kat klinik, tapi takde transport wuwuwu T.T Semoga minum air berliter liter setiap hari ni dapat diteruskan demi menjaga diet yang dah kelaut ni lol.

Hari ni hari minggu so aku manfaatkan dengan hadir ke Seminar Fiqh Wanita: Siti Khadijah Era Milenia. Gempak en tajuk? :') Peeps seriously, the content was powerful I shall say. So the seminar answered my wonders of being a working mother. I will update the story about Khadijah and what I've got soon inshaAllah to keep myself motivated.

Today is full of surprises and good news. My facebook timeline is flooded with lots of photos of my friends having their convocation today! MashaAllah so proud of you guys. Bestnya tengok jubah kemain lawa lawa belaka :') Soon Wan Syafiqaaa, argh apsal baru beberapa bulan buat master dah rasa nak grad dah ni haha. Dahsat betul kawan kawan sekolah aku ni, dean list, pelajar terbaik keseluruhan etc mashaAllah what an attempt! Jenuh tau taip tahniah congrats setiap kali hehe. And another bestfriend declared she's gonna get married real soon on January! Waaww. I'm happy for you love. So upcoming weddings would be this December, January and February. Jadi berlakulah pencarian kain untuk kteorang. Since kawan aku tu nak tema pastel pastel gitu, dalam sehari cepat betul decide warna kain hiks. I like it so much & tak sabar pulak nak dapat kain tu coz it looks so beautiful in the picture. Aku jangkakan kali ni khidmat bridesmaid aku mungkin tak terseksa sangat sebab this nikah is gonna be a simple, short and sweet. Kena pulak hari yang sama ada reception kawan sekolah yang dari sekolah rendah ni. Korang ni buat meeting ke apa, pilih tarikh sama ni pulak hmm

This week is gonna be a hectic week for me. First, my lab works. Second, The Science Backyards program for the school kids. Semoga segalanya baik baik sahaja :)

Ps: Do I keep you waiting? And do you miss me? :P

Thursday, October 20, 2016

Virtual Someone

I will be having Tom Yam for dinner today :)

This is my way of saying goodbye. Apparently we had a short period of conversation together, but somehow you are very pleasing and comforting to me. I don't even know why. 

I would not just simply reply anyone but yours is an exception. The first hi was remarkable perhaps, it was a prayer which notably lighten my day. Our first massive conversation was about my research progress and I found myself enthusiastically talking to someone who understands and interested in my project. We are relatively different, like very very different I can feel it though it is only virtual. I have lots of things in mind, things to share and you were there to listen? I think that is the main reason why I feel you are compliment and it breaks the ice. Sometimes I feel like I was so bright and cheerful and you might get annoyed but then you still replied me telling me that you love listening to stories. Okay, that was cool. Lol.

To be frank, I do not know much things about you. The only medium I have was facebook but it brings nothing at all hahaha. Well, to me you are out of the normal average guy I can find anywhere because you are weird hahaha. Yes, everyone is unique in their own way but you are way different than others. Don't get me wrong, that makes you fun and exciting to talk with. I do not know how long would we be disconnected, but if one day you came back and keep in touch, I hope you can introduce yourself properly because I still don't get it why do you have to keep your uni anonymous. And I don't understand why is it matter to me either lol. 

It always been great chats for me. I appreciate that. Thank you for helping the indecisive side of me last night. I pray that Allah will help you and guide you throughout your journey in finding Him. I hope you'll be as great as Umar Al-Khattab soon. 

These are your points listed. I hope you do not feel awkward reading.

I hope this will make your day too.

Sunday, October 16, 2016

Bermanfaat untuk orang lain

"Tidak ada balasan untuk kebaikan melainkan kebaikan"
Ar Rahman, ayat 60.

Pretty much, that explains the reason behind volunteerism of mine.

Cukuplah kita tengok ada pakcik makcik kat pasar malam duduk tepi jalan minta sedekah. Sejujurnya hati ni cepat je tersentuh bila tengok masih ada orang yang macam ni. Kena pulak kalau ada yang dalam keadaan kaki patah, buta dan macam macam lagi jual tisu kat tepi jalan. Kalau tisu RM2 tu, memang akan berhenti untuk beli. Kadang kadang bila tengok orang niaga takde orang beli, berhenti jugak untuk beli sebab ada niat nak support business dia. Kadang kadang rasa diri ni selesa sangat, orang lain sibuk jual macam2 dalam keadaan panas matahari terik, siap berpeluh peluh lagi. Masih tak reti reti nak bersyukur ke Wan Syafiqa -..-

Okaylah tu mungkin dalam skop yang simple dan tu juga cara yang paling boleh kita tolong. What I'm trying to say is that semua orang pun kena ada rasa yang sama. Sensitiviti untuk sentiasa bantu membantu. Tak kisah la korang nak tolong macam mana, kalau rasa orang yang minta sedekah tu scam dan taknak bagi ke, it's okay you have other better ways to contribute. Just, choose to contribute.

Setiap kali pergi memana, mesti aku akan train diri sendiri untuk tolong orang semampu yang mungkin. Kalau orang mintak tolong pun, buatlah the best dan bersungguh sungguh sebab Allah kata, dia akan memudahkan urusan kita, kalau kita mudahkan urusan orang lain sebab setiap kebaikan itu dibalas kebaikan :')

Kalau dalam pasca yang lebih besar lagi, bantulah mengikut potensi yang ada pada diri masing masing. In any ways you can do. If you have tons of money, boleh je sumbang kat mana badan badan kebajikan, Kalau awak doktor, boleh je join mana mana misi kemanusiaan untuk bantu saudara kita seislam. Kalu awak seorang guru, teacher ke or has the ability to teach ke, boleh bantu mengajar kat mana mana kem pelarian, or any needy people out there. These are the ideas I have. I know these things sounds big, tapi untuk jadi umat yang hebat, jiwa pun kena besar :) Though sometimes, it needs lots of sacrifice, your times bagai tapi setiap kali habis volunteering mesti rasa puas. I still have long way to go. Mungkin jauh lagi untuk join misi misi yang hebat sampai ke gaza dan syria tapi dari awal kita dah boleh persiapkan diri dan mental. It's okay to dream big especially when it benefits the ummah.

Cuba cari kakak manis. Jumpa tak? kahkah

I-medik team IIUM. 
Pemerkasaan Sukarelawan
Semoga bermanfaat untuk ummah

This is just the beginning.
You have much more to go Syafiqa.

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

Future Tsukasa

I would try my best not to make this post look like an advertisement.

Hawa was the first muslimah that Allah created for Adam. They are created so that they may be drawn for each other and find tranquility together. Allah created everything in pairs [78;8], meaning everyone is reserved for another soul to compliment each other. 

Looking for a spouse is a very crucial part for everyone I reckon. I believe that each and everyone of us wanting somebody who will be the savior of your day, soleh/solehah well a good man and woman generally speaking. However Prophet Muhammad stated the best guidelines in finding your Qurratu'l-Ayn; 

"A person chooses her/his life partner due to four reasons; 1.Rank 2.Money 3.Beauty 4.Taqwa (virtue). One should choose the best in Taqwa." [Sahih Hadeeth]

Regardless of his looks and wealth, I am looking for someone who's heart is attached to Him. I may not be perfect uhm everybody is not to begin with, but choosing someone who is at least, pray 5 times a day, worshiping Allah more than anything, knowing the purpose of life and building a family for the sake of Him. I believe that a man who take Islam as Ad-Deen or the way of life would lead my soon to be family into rahmah :) But mind you, Allah said a good woman is for a good man. Nevertheless, I am still struggling to be a better muslimah day by day. I still have a lot to improve and I hope that when the time has come, I am all set physically, mentally and spiritually. 

Considering the fact that I'm going to spend the rest of my life with him, I am still particular and have my own preferences when it comes to man, haha. 
  • He must not be a smoker - Smoking is considered as haram. 
  • I prefer someone who is tall - I am literally short, so those hard to reach items on the top shelfs are easily accessible lol
  • He must be good at managing money - I need someone who can look after our family financial and economy. I am not good at it
  • He must be good at handling my dad - I have Abah alone now. So I wanted someone who can be friend with my dad. Entertain him and follow him to masjid for Jemaah prayer :)
  • He must be good at using tools - I am personally so bad at this. Please save our home from disaster soon
  • Outspoken and confident - No reasons. It just that I'm easily attracted with this trait. 
  • He must be neat - Hair especially. Barulah sedap mata memandang.
  • He must be matured and reliable - I can be clingy at times
MashaAllah so picky kan. hahaha
After all, I believe that Allah will send me the one that suits me well. He will give the one that I am mostly needed, not practically someone whom I am asking for. I just have to wait patiently and prepare myself for our future.

So to my future spouse, 
I hope we can build a family with Ad-Deen soon. And also, despite the economic demands I will adore your knowledge more than your money. So please don't feel pressure about it lol 
See you when I see you :)

Tuesday, October 11, 2016

My Travel Story: Japan

Someone asked me about my travel stories. And I told him that I need at least a post for this lol.

I've been to some places, but haven't been to much countries yet. Well I do have my top countries to go in my bucket lists. However, due to my financial restriction too pretty much I need time to save money as well.  So I may not have a lot of things to tell. I couldn't find anything significant throughout my journey to think it back though but still there were some interesting scenario happened perhaps.

Actually I struck out Japan since I was in high school because I fangirl yamapi who happened to be one of the cast of a J-drama I watched. And after 10 years I still like him though hahaha. The only difference now is that I don't collect any of his posters anymore, I don't download and listen to his recent musics, I don't blog about him no more well I just keep everything cool and steady :) But no one can say he's is not drop-dead gorgeous? Okay what did I just blurted out -__-

I had a crush on sushi at my teens but getting crazy over it when I was abroad because sushi is always be the best choice to eat when you don't know what is halal to eat but you were so hungry you just need quick food to fill your hunger.  Sometimes I stayed back at uni, waited until 5pm cause it's when all rolls were discounted into $2 only. I normally waited at the bench near the stall and would rushed in when it strikes 5pm haha. See how crazy I am.

Early last year I told one of my friends that tasting an authentic sushi in Japan is in one of my wish lists. To my surprise my brother requested for a vacation to Japan and everybody is very interested in Japan same goes to my brother in law. The person which had the least interest were obviously my dad I guess lol and my sister in law I think. Maybe because, our fondness is above her par lol.

Anyway, despite it was freezing and stuffs (you'll need to be full protected then only you can enjoy travelling during winter) we had so much fun! I can say that Japanese folks has certain traits that you'll only see them in no other place. I heard that they are the most honest people in the world. Yes, I experienced that and still admire it until today.

We stayed around Shibuya and it takes quite a while to get to Disney Sea located in Chiba but their superb trains were just beyond our expectation. We were separated into three teams coincidentally. I walked with my older sister and got to tour the whole disney sea because apparently we don't have babies to be worried of. So on our way back to our accommodation, my younger sister called me to inform that she accidentally left my brother's camera in the toilet. And I heard that my brother put her at false haha, you'll get stressed out if you messed with my brother. He has the ability to make you feel worse while repeating the same mistakes you did numerous times. Anyway, I had to track back her ways since there are more than one lines going back to Shibuya. I went inside the toilets and started looking but couldn't find any trace of it. So we went to check with the security and yeah, he said that somebody found this and handed it here. The camera was left for almost 3 hours. Yes it was lost and found! Amazing kaann

When I met my friends in Tokai, she told me she lost her suica card and one of her gloves. What interesting was that the glove was left there for a few days. When she contacted the train station administrator, she was told her card was found in the next station. Apparently someone found it and brought it to the next station. I also dropped my $0.05 Australian coin on the road but I didn't bother because I knew it was a very small coin. After a while, somebody chased me, he even crossed the road and went to the shop I entered just to hand the coin I dropped? Woww that's impressive to me. I keep nodding saying arigatou seeing that's the only word I know.

Due to the language barrier, I had some difficulties in conveying messages to the local too hahaha. There was one time that I had to pull out my phone go to google translate and communicated with the locals using the apps. That was so hilarious because the Japanese seemed to be enjoying himself too! I was trying to purchase body soap from their local groceries shop, with all the might that I had, I literally used the best body language for the makcik to understand me hahaha. I did till I got it right lol. I used short words like, where-shower-bath-money for them to understand me.

My friend who studied in Hokkaido told me she would absolutely going back to Malaysia once she's done with her bachelor degree. It is kind of stressful to work in Japan because their working culture is a little bit stressful from what she said. Her thought then actually makes me think twice to further my studies lol. To think it back, everyone has their own obstacles and challenges we need to face. It's the matter of how you deal with it and be grateful of what you have. Once you start it, don't look back and just move forward. After all, Japan is a very interesting place to go. Also it is an absolute destination for me to visit again. Next time, I would go to another part of Japan, try its best takoyaki and hot spring bathing, eat sushi everyday, drink a lot of green tea, and walk around city with kimino.

"So to my future Tsukasa, 
your Tsukushi wanted to experience 
all this with you soon"

Say: "Travel through the earth and see how Allah did originate creation; so will Allah produce a later creation: for Allah has power over all things. (Surah Al-‘Ankabut, 20)

Thursday, October 6, 2016

Dessert: Peanut Butter Cheesecake

I scrolled over my photo album in August and I found an appetizing picture of my baked peanut butter cheese cake. Well at least it do look appetizing to me aha. And the best part was: ni hasil google seorang Wan Syafiqa yang gigih untuk menghabiskan 1kg krim keju dalam peti ais rumah dan satu botol peanut butter. I bought this like ages before and alhamdulillah, it is not overdue yet. Actually my initial plan was to make mazola cookies during eid but everything got so busy. Hence a packet of peanut butter and a bottle of peanut butter spread were left untouched. Abah does not even pay attention of baking obviously. So afraid of wasting it, i turned everything into a cheese cake.

Cheesecake is super duper easy compared to other cakes. Whatever cheesecake, you name it is the best cake to bake in Australia. Super cheap and easy! I mean, it's so rare to find a fail cheesecake especially in no bake cheese cake. If you did fail, you're really the chosen one lol. 

Okay let's do this. 


The crust- 
The original recipes uses pretzel as its base. However, I couldn't find any pretzel when I did my shopping so I used digestive biscuits instead. So chuck out half of the packet and smashed them hard. I put them in a plastic bag and smash them like crazy haha. I'm pretty sure it would taste amazing with pretzel cause the crunchy, sweet and salty taste is so wonderful pairing with such creamy and peanut-ty taste.  
1/3 cup of butter - melted
So what you have to do is to combine those two together, Press in the bottom of your baking pan, bake it at 180 degree for 15 mins. 

The cream cheese-
500gm of cream cheese (I used tartura coz it's the only cream cheese i found)
1-1/2 cup of sugar (I used castor sugar just to reduce its sweetness and to blend well with the cheese)
3/4 creamy peanut butter
2 teaspoon of vanilla extract 
3 eggs lightly beaten 
1 cup peanut butter chips (I skipped this step)
1 cup semichocolate chips (Beli tesco punya sudah)

1) Beat cream cheese and sugar until smooth 
2) Add eggs, beat on low 
3) Stir in chips and pour over crust
4) Bake for 40 mins to 1 hour at 180 degree. 

Topping(my dad loves this so much)
1 cup of sour cream 
3 table spoon of peanut butter spread
1/2 cup of sugar (castor sugar is the best)
1/2 cup of chopped unsalted peanut butter
You just mix everything over except the chopped peanut butter and pour it over the cooled cake. Sprinkle the unsalted peanut butter on the top of your toppings and it's ready to eat!

Tadaa! My peanut butter cheese cake attempt. 

I portioned it into three. 
I left one at home, give one to kampung and give away another piece to a friend.
Alhamdulillah, everybody loves this especially my sister!

I don't really fancy eating dessert but this one is an exception. I tasted many different kind of cheese cake before but peanut butter cheese is something dissimilar taste for you to try on! So creamy and full of nuts :) If you're looking for a perfect evening tea, this recipe is worth trying. My big recommendation is to use pretzel as its crust. This would give an extra divergent zest to your cake.

Cheers and happy baking!

Click link below for the original recipe.

Wednesday, October 5, 2016

My neighbor, Ayah

I just came back from my sweet escape with my two buddies since in Adelaide. Cuti awal muharam kan. So kteorang ke bukit tinggi, it's an uplanned trip and it was hillarious! Except for it's holiday and we need to bare with a lot of people coming by. Bergambar pun orang photobomb sakan haha. But alhamdulillah we really had a short sweet time together. Overnight at Nora's Lodge which I totally recommend for those who wanted to keep yourself away from the city at a very reasonable price. Since Colmar Tropicale is wayy too cool for us. Mahal gila semalam RM500+ tu boleh pi beli tiket ke Korea okay.

Anyway my intention is not to highlight my short vacation in this post. I will write it later in a different post.

The incident that caught my attention away was when I came back and found a plastic bag filled with biscuits and snacks hanging on my door. To my surprise it was from my Palestinian friend who used to live just beside my room. When I look inside the plastic bag, she tag along a note written:

"My dear lovely sister shafiqah (it should be written as Syafiqa btw),
It's me ayah, I came to your room so many times these two days but I couldn't find you. I wanted to tell you I'm checking out from my room and going to KL, I hope we can meet again. I will come next week to check out, maybe we can meet dear. Please take care. I will always remember you. I really wanted to see your photos in graduation. I am sure you are the most beautiful among all...

You neighbor, 
ayah room 3.5"

MashaAllah, I feel quite touched and sad to be honest. We used to live, complained, laughed and even shared beauty tips together. For the past 5 months I've known no one when you first came and approached me with a Assalamualaikum and a sweet smile. When I heard your story of not coming back to Palestine at all for almost 4 years, how you were afraid of and hate lights (Israel controls the electric power back in Palestine, they were allowed to use electric power at certain times only), how you used to study with only candle when I asked why does your room look so dim all the time unlike mine, and how you miss Palestinian food so much, I should be REALLY REALLY GRATEFUL of what I have. Your story keeps me alive. Sometimes I heard you spoke in Arabic over the phone and cried. I wanted to ask you but I'm afraid that it was too personal and I don't wanna ruin your mood when we intersected sometimes in the washroom or just in the corridor.

Ayah, I still keep sheseido charcoal mask you gave me the other day. I hope we can still meet and I hope I can show you my graduation photos as I promised to you earlier. We were so busy that apparently living next door wasn't even a sole reason for us to meet.

Please be strong and I hope you can return back to Palestine like you wish for.
With the help of Allah SWT, I am sure that Palestine will be free soon.

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Adelaide Uni Graduation, Sept '16.

13th September 2016
2.00pm, Bonython Hall
The University of Adelaide Graduate
Bachelor of Science (Biomedical Sc.)

So this post is technically going to be my graduation ceremony stories :)

Another achievement in life is unlocked, alhamdulillah. All praise to Allah for which He made it possible. Alhamdulillah tsumma Alhamdulillah.

When I first received my university offer letter, I think I was half awake, still in the state of disbelief. I was quite anxious but at the same time I think I overwhelmed myself. I still remember how I used to look up at the sky, looked at the plane and told myself, I'm going to fly up there somewhere, aiming for studying abroad. And to my surprise, I just did. Completed my bachelor degree. If ever people asked me what was the best thing happened in my life, it was going to Adelaide and meet bunches of people whom I'm gonna treasure for the rest of my life. My 3 years was never easy. I lost mom, failed in my biochemistry test (under pressure maybe while admitting it's the toughest subject I enrolled and still hate it until now, haha) and some sort of disappointment with a creature called guy. I guess emotions got me after all. Once it was interrupted, everything wasn't on the right place. Knowing that is my weakness now, I have to pay a little more attention with this heart.

On my way to the grad hall, I met my so called clingy manja Adelaide sister :') She's my girls talk type of sister.

I miss her so much!

And..apparently we had many more shots together -_-

And she can't let go of her unnie 

When I entered the hall, I feel like tearing. Reflecting on how I was doing. The toughest year was my final year. I struggled. Indeed. When I received my award, I think all my hard works have been paid off! You just know it when you can finally yearn with satisfaction :)

It was placed on my seat.
I'm part of my university entities :)

They picked up the right flower. 
Roses is my fave. 
My 1st bouquet of flowers ever received.

It was literally Spring, so I expected it should be sunny and warmer than Autumn. That was my main purpose of graduating in Spring not forgetting waiting for Ain who finished her studies last semester. Too bad it was actually very cold and it feels like winter! I think it was in the middle of season transition, so it rained heavily during my grad ceremony. Bonython hall is pretty much sound proofed, so I couldn't hear anything and alhamdulillah as soon as the ceremony was over, the sun rose after a while. 

First pit stop, the university hub.
While waiting for the heavy rain to tone down.

I am lucky and so glad that most of my fave sisters were there on my special day :)

Sisters for life, 
your forever unnie. 

Got Santhiya as well!
My lab partner on my second year. 

My used to be mutarrabi, 
the thinker, the creative one. 
She's just perfect <3 i="">

Yuchi & Nadrah <3 i="">
Been through a lot with you yuchi, glad that we've made this!
Nadrah, thank you for be part of my special day.
You're the best personal assistant ever!

Congratulation to everyone in this picture!
I don't get it why Ain still need to wear heels. 

I sent my family off the next day. They had to go back to Malaysia as everybody was in the middle of semester and work. So I was left with another week with them :)

So I went to meet yuchi to celebrate her grad day!

Despite the thunderstorms and rains, 
we still manage to get the best picture!

The next day was the graduation ceremony of Izzati and my former housemate Hajar :)

SubhanaAllah, Alhamdulillah.
All praise to Allah for this blessing!
Goodluck for your phd journey kak Siti. you're my inspiration :)

When the '93 babies gather to celebrate hajar :)

Alhamdulillah, everything was smooth. I am blessed. 
I'm writing with the hope that I can update my blog just like this for my master degree soon. 
I have another mountain to go. So please pray for this girl :')

Monday, September 26, 2016


Aku sekarang masih lagi dalam kondisi belajar untuk move on daripada Australia dan Adelaide to be specific. Ya masih dalam tempoh berkabung, masih rasa separuh jiwa tertinggal di Adelaide. Dan move on kali ni macam lagi teruk je dari putus cinta. hahaha. Masa adik adik junior hantar aku balik, babai babai gitu boleh lagi cool, bila dah turun nak naik airplane, tetiba menitis. Bila dah take off, mengalir pula. Allah, bila lagi nak sampai ke bumi Adelaide yang subur ni. Subur dengan program program dakwah dan tarbiyyah yang sangat memberi kesan pada hati yang kering. Pasti akan rindu adelaide dan seiisinya. T.T

Aku sebenarnya baru jet lag free.
Sampai je Malaysia terus amik bus klia-tbs. Lepastu tbs-kuantan. Sampai malaysia 4.30am. Dan perjalanan seterusnya amik masa lebih kurang 6-8jam juga la sebab sampai kuantan tengahari. Masa tula baru boleh baring dengan proper dan berehat sebaik mungkin atas katil. Jumaat terus ke lab jumpa supervisor dan berbincang tentang research sebab dr dah nak berangkat ke turkey pulak selama sebulan. Weekend, program. Kiranya hari ni baru boleh settle dan basuh segala baju balik haritu. Harini jugalah bila bangun pagi rasa cukup rehat dan tidur dengan harapan internet mahallah akan laju seperti biasa. Namun harapan punah, sebab lappy tak boleh nak connect dengan tenet langsung. Bukan setakat lambat, tapi tak boleh langsung tu yang menguji kesabaran. -___- It's been like 4 days since I came back internet tak okay. Actually several times dah jadi ni, skrng baru nak luah. haha. Patutlah tengok troll kat fb, student banyak complaint pasal internet uni lol. Now here I am, using internet access here in lab to update my blog.Well, internet is essential kot nowadays.

Tunggulah bila internet dah sihat, dah boleh connect. I will update my graduation days and ceremony updates here IAllah because it's something to be cherished. It's an achievement kan, so at least in 20years to come, when I scroll back my blog, I have something to show to my kids :)


Friday, September 2, 2016

DNA actually works!

Okay my DNA is actually works!

Omoo aiguuu :')

Hi may baby DNA, you are successfully amplified! hehehe. Happy? yeah I'm happy! At least it is according to the plan.

However, the band seems so tiny in size so we need to troubleshoot it. And we decided to buy a new primer. Aligned the DNA sequence and with all the previous dehalogenase gene in ncbi. Common Wan Syafiqa, you can do it.

I practically have a lot of things in mind but I have no one else around to talk to right now. So if it happens for someone to read this or a frequent silent reader of mine, please drop me a cheer up and spirit booster message on my facebook message so I can gather all my strength to climb up this mountain!

Thank you for reading my entry and witnessing part of my journey in life :)

Cheers people!

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

Can't wait

For the past few days I feel quite productive. hehe.

Okay now aside from blogging, travelling, food & cooking, I found another passionate me on working in lab works ya know. Finally the satisfaction is inside me. After several months of not having hands on lab working experience, these few days really make me feel alive. Rasa bernyawa selepas peristiwa hati tisu tempoh hari haha. Weird Wan Syafiqa, weird. Your mood swings is really something lol.

So you know when I keep on worrying how my days are heading to soon, blabbing on insufficient chemicals and apparatus which I haven't got that comfortable feeling with the science officer and all, my works turns out pretty good I guess. Even though I have to come out late at night just to keep my samples happy in -20 freezer and I have to work on weekends, not to forget my access card is not accessible after 5pm (this is so unfair for a postgraduate student) so I have to look for someone with an accessible card, well at least I know my DNA is amplified with no multiple bands. Though I haven't sure I've gotten the right size and when I view my gel it doesn't look neither bad nor beautiful, it just makes me confuse even more. That doesn't bother me to feel proud enough haha. I did my job, and it seems to work. Right?

To think it back, my mood swings might be affected by the expectation I had. When you wanted to complete a thing so so badly and you keep on postponing it several times, gosh that is irritating. So distracting that it could ruin my mood all day long.

My timeline is to complete my lab works; pcr and culturing bacteria before 7th September. Because...

I'm coming back to Australia for my graduation ceremony! 
Alhamdulillah :)

So yeah, my flight to Sydney would just be next week on 7th and I'm going to Adelaide on 10th. Staying in Oz over two weeks. I wanted to complete my works frame so I won't feel that burden I have to hold for worrying so much. 

Australia, can't wait to meet you soon :)

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Dah kenapa ni

Aku tak tahu aku ni fragile sangat ke atau orang orang disekeliling aku yang agak harsh :(

Masa jumpa lab assistant tadi nak mintak signature je pun, tapi boleh rasa berdebar bila dia tanya macam macam dengan nada yang sangat tegas dan boleh terasa macam seperti tahanan polis pula. hahaha over kan. Tapi betul entah kenapa rasa macam eh kakak ni, apsal tanya macam macam ni T.T

Ada sekali tu, aku mesej je sorang brother ni sebab nak tanya pasal buffer solution dia. I knew him, tapi tak pernah pun mesej dia. He is actually a very bright guy yang sangat friendly dan banyak cakap. Tapi bila dia reply whatsapp aku sekali dia cakap, "sendiri pun banyak guna, bancuh sendiri la. aku ada je chemical dia kalau nak.." Ehh terasa iolss. Ntah kenapa bila ada lelaki yang bahasakan diri dia aku (except for my classmates and people i knew before) buat aku rasa macam, wow this is harsh mann haha. Jadi aku positifkan diri memang biasa je dia ni cakap syafiqa oiii, dah kenapa dengan kau ni nakk. -.-'

Korang sedia tahu, aku ada sorang supervisor yang sangat awesome :)
Serius, aku rasa bertuah sangat dapat sv yang macam kawan, concern kat kita. He makes me feel safe. Tapi ada satu thoughts dalam diri ni yang aku takut kecewakan dia. I wanted him to know he chooses the right candidate camtu laa. Ke sebab aku yang ada expectation tinggi kat diri aku? haha i dont knoww,

Anyway, aku ada satu konflik lagi yang aku serba salah nak mintak tolong orang. 
Okay I'm new. Aku macam sangat blur dengan system lab uia. Even sampai sekarang. Paling aku tak suka bila kena isi borang yang banyak banyak tuu. padahal consumable items je pun. Lepastu kena report kat semua lab assistant kita guna lab dia. Everything is scattered around so kau akan naik turun lab satu bangunan tu. Pastu aku stress cari barang hahaha. Aku tak tahu mana boleh guna mana tak :( Kang amik kang orang lain punya pulak. waaaah jenuh beb. Setiap kali aku nk buat sesuatu mesti aku akan survey 2 hari sebelum kat mana semua. Pastu aku siapkan mental dan jiwa supaya tenang dan supply apa yang patut. Aku jadi segan bila mintak tolong orang banyak sampai terpaksa mintak kakak ni je yang assist aku T.T Adakah ini dipanggil sebagai student master yang berdikari atau memang standard ada student master yang serupa aku ni asyik kena assist dengan orang je? Kalau kat lab aku dulu semua ada satu lab, pastu aku rasa warm je dengan semua orang sekeliling aku walaupun dorang mat salleh, tapi dorang sangat membantu dan meyakinkan. Apsal konfident aku hilang tetiba ni. Aaaaa kembalikan Wan Syafiqa yang hati kering, pakai redah dan confident. 

Pendek kata, minggu ni aku rasa serba tak kena dan distracted yang ntah apa2. I don't think it's pms either lol. I just hope things get better and I can fix my thoughts and mind. Fire up balik semangat dan self esteem please. Huu

Semoga pcr esok dapat band between 460kb and 469kb yang concentrate menggunakan designated primer yang sedia ada. Tolonglah ada band T.T

Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Korean Food - Dakjjim Recipe

Okay lah sebab semalam dah bagi tahu nak share recipe,

Jemput korang try lah recipe dakjjim @ braised chicken with vegetables. Mihmih

For me, korean food ni banyak based dia kicap, sesame oil, hot chilli paste @ gochujang dan hot pepper flakes. Yang ni macam benda wajib ada dalam dapur dorang kot huhu. Sepanjang revision aku kat video maangchi tu la. Correct me if I'm wrong but that's how I feel.

Before we begin, hehe review aku untuk recipe ni dia ala ala ayam masak kicap tapi versi korea. Haa gituu. Jadi dia ada unsur unsur masin manis dan pedas, so kalau orang yang tak makan makanan korea atau exotic ke rasanya boleh je terima lauk ni :D

Disebabkan kteorang berdua je yang nak makan, so I cut this recipe into half. Bahan bahan dia kteorang banyak shopping kat jusco je. Barang mahal sikit lah. Ahh pedulikan semua itu, sebab abah yang bayar :P

Bahan bahan :

i. Glass noodle
ii. Sesame oil
iii.Rice syrup (Boleh substitute dengan honey)
iv. Sesame seed untuk hiasan. Maangchi kata korean always use toasted sesame seed. Tapi aku tak peduli semua itu. hahaha

i. Any type of mushroom - i used shitake mushroom
ii. 1/2 carrot
iii. 2 potatoes
iv. 1/2 onions
v. Garlic & ginger. Hm pandai pandai la korang agak

Actually, maangchi ada include timun. Kalau korang nak letak timun boleh lah letak separuh juga. Tapi aku macam ragu ragu je timun dalam resipi ni haha jadi aku tak letak pun selepas tak jumpa timun kat jusco tu. -.-

Sauce dia pulak, ni yang penting:
i. 1/5 oyster sauce
ii. 1/5 kicap masin. Hari tu guna kicap adabi je, jalen pun boleh lol.
iii. 1/5 rice syrup
iv. 1/2 brown sugar.

*And main thing lupa pulak, ayam. Boleh guna bahagian apa pun korang suka. Sebab i like thigh, so guna la dalam 400-500gm ayam camtu. Potong bite site okay?

*Rendam juga glass noodle tu sampai dia lembut sikit. Amik 50gm. Agak2 je. haha


1. Guna 1-2 sudu minyak dan goreng 3 biji cili kering,  jangan sampai terbakar. Biar keluar bau dan garing sikit lepastu angkat.
2. Lepastu masukkan ayam. Goreng dia dalam 5-10 mins.
3. Masukkan halia dan bawang putih. Kacau kacau sampai naik bau
4. Masukkan kentang, sos tadi dan 1.5 cawan air. Tutup dan masak 10mins
5. Masukkan glass noodle
6. Sekarang boleh la masukkan segala sayur yang dah potong tadi & cili kering yang kita goreng tadi. Kali ni jangan tutup dah, dan masak lagi 10min.

*Api, sederhana panas ye. Jangan pakai api besar sangat pulak, nanti broth evaporate pula.

Tadaaaaa, my dakjjim :)

Any Koreans up for this Malay girl?

Oh, dapat testimony juga dari Nadzy yang terpaksa tunggu kita bersiap untuk pergi kenduri rumah ona sebab cari cari baju kurung pink tak jumpa -___-


Dakjjim - Maangchi

Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Can't sleep. Rindu

It's literally 1.20am but I'm still awake.


Tak tak, bukan sebab sedih ke heart broken sampai tak boleh tidur eceh haha tapi sebab dah tidur sepanjang hari since baru pagi ni je sampai kuantan dari ipoh. Minggu ni balik Kuale wei. hehehe. Pergh, rosak plan aku yang nak masuk lab. Konon dah dapat tidur dalam bus pastu nak pergi kuliyyah terus akhirnya kecundang di atas katil.

I think I have a very productive weekend kat rumah. Most of my checklist semua settle dan yang paling best I have my kitchen back! So #mysiblinggoals was to make dakjjim (braised chicken with vege) & japchae(glass noodles and stir fried vege). Ni korean food lah tapi. Initial plan nk buat bibimbap tapi masa nk purchase gochujang tu dia ada rice wine pulak for preservative i guess. Dan bila balik rumahhari tu, cream cheese dengan peanut butter still ada yang beli masa buat kuih duluu sebab adik buat tak tahu je dengan bahan2 yang ada tu -.-' So yeah, here it goes my random peanut butter cheesecake lol. Nanti kalau ada masa aku upload recipe k. Kemain hahaha. Tengok video maangchi tu je pungg berguru dalam youtube tu hah. Tapi video maangchi tu sangatlah addictive yang aku boleh revise banyak kali tgk video yang sama tu yang aku tak paham -___- Mungkin sebab english dia cute sangat kottt

Aku mengadu dan craving macam macam kan, hehe. Nak masak itu ini semua dan akhirnya berjaya. Siap tepon abah lagi beforehand suruh beli ikan sebab I'm a fish & seafood lover. Abah kata dia beli ikan udang sotong ketam semua tu dah dekat seratus haha tapi ennn, habis semua aku masak kot. Siap bawak balik uia lagi, jadi harini makan bekal masak sendiri je. Actually setiap kali aku bawak bekal masak sendiri nak balik kampus ke apa ke, mesti aku terkilan dan teringat mak sebab she used to pack lunchbox to us. Aku ingat lagi bekal terakhir yang mak masak untuk aku dulu, bawal masak sambal dengan sayur lemak kuning. Ni mak bekalkan kat aku sebelum balik 2nd year duluu. Makan sebelum nak naik flight :(

Anyway, opah admitted this week. Please pray for her health. She is after my mom and dad. I was glad that I went back at the moment when I was needed. Initial plan nak balik sebab nak settle banyak benda pergi bank bagai buat visa lagi dan...another bestfriend bertunang. Tapi cantik juga Allah susun, takde program tarbiyah minggu ni so boleh lah balik kampung. Patut rasa macam nak balik je dan alhamdulillah, opah dah dapat keluar hospital dan aku sangat bersyukur. Aku sangat respect dengan wancik & pakcik yang sentiasa ada untuk jaga pah. Wancik hari hari hantar lauk kat pah dan jenguk tok dengan pah yang dah tak banyak daya. Memang penat jaga orang sakit, been there tapi percayalah wancik & pakcik, syurga buat anak soleh. MashaAllah besarnya sangatt pahala tu :) Masa borak borak dengan pah, pah banyak kali cakap pah dah rasa macam mak dulu. Dah takde kudrat. Nak bangun jalan semua pun dah tak larat. Hati rasa sayu sangat T.T sebab teringat masa masa mak tengah bertarung nyawa. Rindu usah cerita la. Walaupun dah dekat 2 tahun mak takde, banyak sangat benda rasa nak bagi tahu mak. Iqa dah sambung master, iqa dah dapat tarikh grad, so abah, kak yang dengan adik akan pergi Adelaide sekali. Tapi lagi best kalau mak ada :(

Mak, I hope you're proud of me.
And I have abah alone now.
I want to be a pious daughter for both of you
because I think that's the biggest effort I can make to show my deepest love for you
I love you mak & abah. Lillahitaala.

Monday, August 8, 2016

Congrats Dear!

Okay sebenarnya aku baru je balik dari Melaka sebab bestfriend kita nikah :)
And this is the first wedding of my bestfriends. Well, at least among spyrogyra & the wedding I attended. I already missed out walimah housemate aku yang kt sydney sobbs.

Haaa bersungguh tau aku datang dari kuantan singgah Tbs, Lina pick up pastu redah jam tengah tengah bandar kl tu, g amik Neddy pulak. Walaupun jam mashaAllah delay dekat 40 min jugak aku rasa, moment dalam kereta tu yang manis tu chewah. Haha. Time camtulah nak catch up bagai, nyanyi dalam kereta lagi. Nasib tak kena kecam sebab masing masing suara turun naik sama je -..-

Tapi since melaka & kl tak jauh sangat so aku tak la rasa beban sangat pegi melaka sebab dah ada pit stop kat kl kot hm ntah. Psychology je tuu. Anyway, kteorang sampai melaka dalam pukul 9.30pm camtu, rumah Farah ni dalam ladang sime darby senang cerita. Bila dah malam, lagi la susah nak cari rumah dia. Bila tanya guard depan tu, mintak dia tunjukkan rumah Manager, dia kabo nye kat keme salah jalan pulak. Ya tuhan, melalut kteorang dalam ladang kelapa sawit tuu. Nasib baik lepastu jumpa polis bantuan yang tengah ronda ronda situ. Dah la takde lampu jalan, kalau tak jumpa jalan keluar tak tahu la apa jadi T.T

Selepas mengharungi jalan yang gelap dan nun jauh ke atas ladang tu, akhirnya jumpa jugak bakal pengantin niii. Tadaaaaa

 Telepati kuat semua pakai baju warna biru.
Ni baru bff sejati hiks

Malam sebelum farah nikah tu, farah join lah kengkawan dia ni tidur kat homestay sekali. K, aku rasa bersalah dengan farah sbb malam tu kteorang tidur pkul 2.30am kot. Pengantin kan kena tidur awai takut esok hilang pulak serinya, tapi biasala dah jumpa mana boleh pause stop stop sembang ni. haha. Dah la habis semua veil kasut dicuba. Sebelum pengantin pakai esok kteorang cuba la dulu :P 

The best thing was this is my first time jadi bridesmaid yang ala ala hipster camtu? haha. k serius kekok. Sekarang barulah aku sedar kreatifnya la orang yang kerjaya dia sebagai model. Terer gila posing banyak gaya! Aku ni posing pun gaya mostly sama je. Bila dia cakap freestyle je aku tak tahu dah gaya apa lagi nak buat selain peace dan angkat tangan tunjuk seronok hahaha -.- harapnya posing aku tak mencemarkan kualiti gambar nikah farah ni. Aiguuu


Dan Bridesmaid yang kaku haha

Aku ni memang orang yang sentimental dan emotional. Kira jiwa aku ni memang cepat tersentuh bila main dengan perasaan ni. Sebab tu aku values moments and memories so much, dan mungkin itu juga sebab aku susah nk move on. Tak kira la orang ke tempat ke, kalau dia significant kat aku, memang forever significant haaa. Jadi bila akad nikah tu, hei aku dah cuba sedaya upaya taknak ngobok dan debor, tapi akhirnya tewas juga. Nasib baik aku duduk belakang farah, dia taknampak apa yang berlaku. So alhamdulillah, aku tak burukkan keadaan dengan menyebabkan dia nangis teruk lagi heee :)

The beautiful in white bride 

Selepas 3 kali lafaz, she's officially Shazuan's! 

The Bridesmaid and The subjects maybe? 

You know when I say I see you guys growing, it is actually a very overwhelming moment to see the girls who are part of me achieving something big in their life. I don't wanna miss seeing everyone in their big special day because each and everyone of you means a lot to me. To Farah, I pray that Allah will bless this marriage, lead this newly-wed couples to Jannah, showers you with sakinah, mawaddah and rahmah. You're amazing ever since I met you and I believe you make a perfect wife to him :) 

 I love you Farah, but I know Shazuan loves you more.

A big congrats and barakallah :)