Make-over LIST.

Folks, =)

As for now, growing up I mean. Hehe. Things really get screwed, with ups and downs life, people come and go, when life's getting harder with no superb things happen, well I would just go on with my some simple, plain and ordinary life. As I consider that life has many stages to come, and I did travel all the way with 3 stages done, I'm looking forward for the next level of me. Self requirement thingy I should say. HAHA. =D Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm have completed being a baby, into some kids happy and colorful while, turned out to be so called cool teenagers, so what's next? Again, a COOL, that's for sure, collegian back that. I'm starting college yaww. It's only a few months to go. Wow, I'm big. Indeed, big. So big people, (of course I mean adults here ) need to focus on something that people might talk about even if the facts that seems little-so-tiny one to them. Duh. Really, it happens. Trust me. Anyway, back to the argument. I was a very unfashionable girl and he once did say yet my friends back in my former school questioned me " Wan, kau simple sgt lah. Betol x? " And people say, yes they agree. =.='

Okay, okay. I understand peeps. Please.
I'm no way old-fashioned, okay? Please noted that. hehe
Just, that for the time being it wasn't the right time and on some occasion,
I would surely with no doubts to look beautiful and wear something proper.
And, and, and.
I live in just a small town, so what do you people expect me to wear something that is outstanding and blinking one.? People may look at you with eyes open so wide! plus, I enjoy being at home and rarely going out. If i did going out it is based on the matter of going for some tutorials so it's easy. Just get yourself in a simplicity.
Oh, yes.
Don't think that we here are being so kampung, because this royal town... has its own unique and is at ease. And just keep your mouth shut if you did not reach here yet. okay?

BACK TO THE ISSUE. =.='
Ouch, this must be the BIGGEST confession ever.

10. Owning a car driving license.
Okayy, yang nie maybe benda yang aku xnk jugak sebenarnya. I dunno what's so cool about driving a car and I hate it when dad brought up all those license thingy! Haissh, bencinye. Malasnya nk ambil. This is the necessity. Nak xnk, kena ambil jugak. and yess I'm already 18!

9. Tonner and cream.
Selama aku hidup 18tahun nie, cleaser je lahh yang aku pkai. ntah brapa kali tukar dah dr dulu. penah pakai, eversoft, clean&clear la, ginvera, nivea, vitamin e, and the last one is neutrimetics. Yang nie aku suka. ;) Its been blended into my skin but I need those two items so it would lead into a perfect one. No need facial no more. BUT, they are expensive. =.='

8. Jeans.
Hah, yang nie. Haha. Serius, aku admit. Aku mmg jarang pakai jeans. Bukan pe, aku xpenah ade jeans kot. Kalau pakai pon semua cilok kakak aku punya. hehe. Malas la nk bershopping. Kalau dah shopping plak, nk mintak mak, rasa serba salah pulak bila tgk harga. So, nk buat mcm mana, terpaksa la membatalkan niat tu. End dgn aku memakai, track bottom! xpe, selesa2. HAHA.

7. Khakis.
Yang nie pon sama. OK, instead of track bottom yang menjadi seluar fave dan kegilaan ku. ehehe, khakis juga menjadi pilihan utama ku. seluar nie mmg aku slalu pkai. tp, again. my sis punya and kalau aku ada pon, xbyk dan dah lama beli. Elok, mmg elok. tp dah nmpk dull. Peduli apa, aku pakai je, tp bila dah meningkat usia nie, nk la jugak merasa yang baru. Dah bertahun yek xkluar shopping baju kn. Dan aku mengaku gak, salah sendiri sebab malas shopping.

6. High heels? Wedges?
Urm, yang ni. Aku rase at least, aku kena ade satu lahh. Mmg aku xpena ada and xreti nk pkai. Asyik terpleot je mehh. Aku seorang perempuan, jadi please tunjukkan sifat kewanitaan tue. Belajar untuk memakai k. Memang takkan pakai selalu, tp untuk sebarang occasion, kena pkai jugak kn? Baru lahh nampak matured sikit daripada asyk dpanggil budak kurang umur.

5. Sneakers.
allrite, yang ni. haa. mmg tak pernah ada. percayalah! haha. lau aku pkai, maksudnye, adik aku punyala tue. mmg ske pakai brang org btol la. sharing is caring. :P tp, instead of pkai heels and wedges, i pick sneakers. Walaupon ketinggian nie bole dikatakan agak comel, hehe. Jadi, hari2 yang mendatang, aku akn tukar drpd seorg yang suka memakai sliper dan sandals(besenye laki punya sandal aku hntam) lebih baik saya mengenakan sneakers. Lebih, sesuai. =)

4. Blouse & tshirt.
Okay, at least perlu ada satu yang bkn terlampau perempuan, pilih yang sedang2 sahaja. Yeahh, xsuka la terlampau girlish nie. =.=' Ingat! saya perempuan. Kena ada satu. Yang tshirt plak. Yeay!! mmg my fave lahh, selesa kott pakai. So lps nie, check out the NIKEs, BUMs, ADIDASs, and Cheetahs. Nak cari baju yang ada number lahh. My fave most of all. hee

3. Cardigan!
Yang nie. SUKA. mmg SUKA. hehe. Xnmpk perempuan, dan xterlalu sporty. Just nice.

2. Laptop sendiri.
Okay, yang nie. I truly hoping to have one. Maybe start my days in the college. Because Ima a totally a computer freak, freak, FREAK! hehe

anddd, out of the thing that I need to have most of all is a
1.NEW MOBILE PHONE.
T__T
Sedih nk bercerita. Tp, setakat ni aku penah pakai 1phone je lahh. urm, tapayah tau model apa sbb aku sendiri pon xpasti model apa yang aku pkai. mmg outdated lahh. selalu org pakai bawak pergi asrama je, takut kena rampas. kalau jual pon, income dapat balik dlm rm30 je. HAHA. sedih gila. mmg sedih. and latest phone yang aku pakai nie pon hak milik utk sementara je. pape pon kene pulang balik kt empunya dri xlama lagi. Siapa punya phone tu korang xpayah la tawu k. Biar menjadi rahsia selama2nya. HAHA.

Question myself back then :
how would my life lead me in time to come?
*still wondering

Belog saya comel kan?

- NEXT CONTEST ; BLOG SAYA COMEL KAN? -

Okay, actually. Aku ada sedikit ragu2 untuk join contest nie.
Tapi sebab Ms Sherry yg sememangnya blog dia COMEL lahh pada aku dah tag,
BELASAH je la JOIN. HAHA
Jadi, aku xharap untuk menang dan expect apa2 dari contest nie, hihi. Al-maklumlah, kalau korang bukak blog aku pon dah dapat mood yang lain mcm je kn. Plain with all black one. Hehe. Just nak membuka peluang kepada orang yang ramai ada blog comel2 untuk join so, aku pon xkesah sgt lah. ;)

Pape pon aku masih suka blog aku kerana ;
HITAM, NAMPAK KEMAS.
=D

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Seterusnya, orang-orang yang mendapat tuahku hari ini, hehe.
Aku akan tag...
1. Adik ku... Wan Sujaihah
2. Kawan Plkn yang setia... hehe Syera!
3. Kawan yang sentiasa menyokong. Qurratuaini ;)

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good luck! ^^

I'm on contest ; KITA KAWAN KAN ? =)

I am the LUCKY one TAGGED by Syahirah to join this contest :

KITA KAWAN KAN?
=)

Jadi, berdasarkan peraturan untuk memulakan langkah yang pertama.. hehe. kena ada contest BANNER. :

notes : dang! the 1st must-to-do list is done. Checked! ^^


Langkah yang seterusnya : Gambaku dan kengkawan :

TADAAA!! ^^

Macam badut x? HAHA

1st impression kalau org tgk gambar ni :
" Awat ni hang wan... pe dah jadik dgn muka2 hang nie. warna warni sungguh! "
" Hampa semua ni, dalam hujan pon boleh lari xpakai kasut ka? "
" 2 dia.. comotnya. mcm badut "
" dasar ! "
" style semua. HAHAHA "

Macam2 kan apa yang org rasa? People expect a lot of thing. Seriously. So, to clear all those clouds kenapa, mengapa dan bagaimana aku memilih gambar ini, hehehe. langkah yang seterusnya sebab dan musababnya :

1. Gambar ni menunjukkan KEGILAAN Batch Roots dengan adik2 junior form 2 sekolah aku. Dah, tempek2 muka dengan colour water yang dah berbagai warna pon sampai dipanggil badut pon sanggup lagi menconteng warna di muka. HAHA. Serius, time nie what a moment la before habis sekolah, habis SPM segala, adik2 form 2 sanggup buat game spend mase same2, lari2 same2, gelak tawa same2, mereleasekan tension haba SPM sama2, dan menangis sama2. =)
2. Gambar ini mengingatkan KEGEDIKAN kami semua, baik batch aku, dengan batch form2. HAHA. Bila ingat balik, memang gedik kot, jerit sana sini bila conteng2 muka, bila kena baling dengan tepung segala. Kena pulak waktu hujan. Haish, lagi best la lepas tue main hujan. sampai tanggal2 kasut, main kejar2, cuit sane, cuit sini, depan ASPURA plak tue. tapi kami peduli apa? Yang penting, mood tengah : SUKA. hee
3. Gambar ni adalah gambar yang sangat CERIA dan natural bagi aku. Sebelum masuk asrama nak cuci muka, ada sapa tah datang suruh bergambar dulu. Xsempat aku nk pikir nk posing mcm mana, tetiba je dia dah SNAP. Aish, aku igtkan gambar buruk dan xelok sbb semua org xready lagi, ye lahh, ingatkn goyang bagai.Tapi bila tengok balik, aik comel le pulak. haha. So bagi aku, bila dah ceria dan tengah seronok, mcm mana xready kita pon, still, it reflect on your face. Lovely isn't? =)

-TAGLINE UNTUK CIK GORGEOUS-
" Once she has been called gorgeous, would always be the gorgeous one. "
;)

So, yeay! I'm finish, complete and done!

Before I end, people who I like to tag are ;

Sharifah Husna @ Sherry !
Nur Atiqah @ T-q !
Safirah Hanum @ Safy !

Sebarang pertanyaan, sila rujuk
http://mirad-myrad.blogspot.com/2011/03/contest-kita-kawan-kan.html

SELAMAT BERCONTEST, KAWAN. Hee.

Ini, untuk AWAK.

" Awak memang suka lupa semua psl saya kan? "
" Ala awak. . . Sorie la . . . Xsengajew la. . . "

*Geram tau x dgn awk nie. Suka lupa je. Ape yang awk igt? huhu =.='

Act, gambar ats tue. Saja nk uat gempak. Nak suh awk tgk sbb sy suka gambar tue. =D
Back to the issue. Hee. Awak igt lg 1st time kita kenal?
It was in SPM week.
Awak misscall sy, masa tu sy tgh lepak2 ats ktil kwn tingkat ats, bincang psl trip dorm after SPM.
Mood at that time : tgh GILA.
Sy pon xtawu nape, tp masa tue banyak sgt unknown number dlm fon sy. Sy mmg mls skit nk lyn unknown2 number ni tp ntah nape, your number is the LUCKY one.
Dang! 5misscalls dr kwn sy utk awak. HAHA. tu la, siapa suruh main2 misscall no org. Haa..
Tapi, apa yg sy xboleh lupa mlm tue,
1. Awak mintak Miza spot questions
2. Najwa antar msg ajk pergi mkn Chaw kuetiaw
3. Bila kwn sy call, ada suara2 mmbaca Al-Mulk. HAHA
4. Conversation awk dgn sy mlm tue.

" Nih sape? "
" Kira "
" Kira..? "
"Alaa.. Kira yg name dlm Death Notes tue "

Perghh, jht awk kn? Geram betol sy. Dah la kredit saya berkurang smata2 men teka teki je ngn awk mlm tue sbb nk tawu awk spe n skolah mane je. Haish, mmg sgt mnggeramkan. Yg pling sy pelik, bila awk boleh tawu, sy dr rpk and pernah menangis sbb sorg bdk nie. And, that thing is the most personal things ever! =.=' Mmg mencabar thp curiosity ku mlm tue. xpelahh.

Day by day, kita msg2 tnpa sy kenal awk ni siapa. yg sy tau awk name awk Kira sampai sya set nama awk dlm fon sy ;
KIRAMOTO.
hah, amikk! geram sbb xtawu name awk.
Awak kata awk tinggal kt Taiping, tp belajar kt Selangor. Lepas tue find out yg awk belajar sains agama. Perghh, hebat uhh. hehe. Sy pon punya pkir. Awk mesti bdk sbp jgak ann. Ape yg sy nk tawu time tue.. skolah n nama awk je. Gila ahh, penat gila pujuk suruh awk btaw name awk ape.
Sampai satu mase tue, sy igt lagi.. Dah la tgh kebulur, pening blajar add maths plak.. awk bagi tahu, name awk... simple je jwb. satu patah perkataan plak tue. punya pnjang sy taip tue je respon awk? cess. Bila sy tnye awk skolah mane, awk xnk bg tawu. Mmg berapi lahh sy time tue. GERAM SGT dgn en kira nih! SABAR je la. huh. Anndd, bila result utk plkn kluar,
kte deal, awk kate.. kalau nk tawu siapa awk, cri sorg kwn awk, nama : Farah izzati.
Sy tnye awk.. " ehh, awek ehh..?"
Awk jwb, malu2 plak tue. " mane ade. kwn je la.. "
Cute je. haha. tp stiap kali sy msg ngn awk, msti awk boleh buat sy senyum. sy gelak sorg2. awk ni klakar la. HAHA. manja sgt plak tue. ANAK MAK! uerk. haha ;) Masa tue plak, mmg sy ad konflik yg dasat dgn sseorg yg sy dah mampu lupa dia sekarang. Awk je boleh buat sy senyum bila msg2. hehe. Thanks. ^^

So, untuk membuktikan, spnjng perkenalan kita nie sy je yg byk igt psl awk, hehe ( awk kalah ), ini list yg sy buat utk awk. Apa yg sy tau. ;

• Awk ank bongsu dr 5 adik beradik. 4boys and a girl. kn?
• Farah kata, mata awk cantik so sy teringn nk tgk dr dlu lg.
• Farah kata, awk putih sgt. yeke? hehehe
• Mak ngn ayah awk 2-2 ckgu.
• Awak skola SMKA Kerian dr F.1-f.3, KISAS dr f.4-f.5. Hee
• Awak suka warna Biru! sama cam saya. hehe
• Awak kompeni Charlie kt Kem Sri Mutiara. haa
• Result Pmr awk straight a tp kantoi kt bahasa Arab. Btol x? hehe
• Lepas SPM, awk dgn family awk pergi bercuti kt Terengganu.
• Kt KISAS dlu awk rumah khalid. :D
  
• Awak lgi suka makan kt luar sbb awk kata bole jenjalan. Adoy, buang duet! hehe
• Awk ade sorg abg hnsem. hehe. sy suruh kenalkan. awk xnk plak. =.='
• Awak kate, awk xske men kt pdang. awak lagi ske men game. ape punya laki la awk nie. sy igt smea laki ske bersukan. hehe
• Awak kate...awk aktif kawad dlu. tgk, sy igt.. haa
• Kedegilan awk berada di tahap luar kawalan. suka ckp, " Xmow! ". Lau awk xnk tue, mmg ssh btol nk pksa. Degil sgt! heh.
  
• Sluar awk kt plkn, size 32! an? hehe. sy 26. (mencapub) haha
• Awak kate, awk suka perempuan kulit cerah. Memilih! huh~
• Awak pernah kate, awk terlambt untuk dpt "dia" an? hehe.

Pe nie awk.. relik arr. Selagi, dia xkwin g.. selagi tue boleh kejar g. Ehehe. So, saya just nk awk tawu, I am glad to have you in my life. Terima kasih, AWAK. =)


Awak kate, awak suka tgk sy pakai tudung hitam kan? nampak lebih menarik? HAHA.
Nahh, gambar nie sy kasi kt awk. hehe. Nie lahh katil yg sy lepak 1st time kenal awk. ;)
notes : lau awk xkenal, sy yg sebelah kanan awak tue okay. hehe


Lupa plak. Nihh, nk kasi tau.. nie la 3sahabat yg awk msg2 selama nie.
Dari kiri : Najwa, ME, Asmiza.


.
Sebab awk xigt name skolah sy. Ini dia ha~~ SMK RAJA PEREMPUAN KELSOM.
Kalau awk naik bukit before pergi Istana, awak akan lalu dpn sekolah sy, sekolah sy ats bukit, dpn taman kanak2, tepi sungai. hehe =)



Haa, nk kenalkan kt awk. Sebab awk kate xpernah tgk captain sy lagi. nie lahh dia. KETUA RUMAH saya. ^^ Ni mlm high table rumah sy, phoenix. =)

Ps : Haa, sy dah tulis psl awk. Request awk ni. Bila plak nk tulis psl sy? hehe. Apa-apa pon, terima kasih awk. SAYANG AWAK! hehe. ;)

Love that WORTH all that. ; )

I came across that dialog while I'm searching for some well, the thing that i used to bound before. So it's kind of sweet I mean to actually knows what people think about you but on the other hand, it would turn out to be suck as well to get into some kind of that mere situation. Guess, too bad for these people that they have the same feeling towards each other but being blinded by the circumstances and being coward with the neutral feeling of themselves. So hey, step ahead, and let the atmosphere smooth with your self, tell the person what do you really think about them. You wouldn't lose anything except for that little bit of anxiety about telling the truth. Even if he feels the other way round, at least you did not hold your feeling for too long with sort of excuses that were not sensible sometimes as too much of tons of your expectations.

Lesson that I learn today is ;
Be true to yourself,
Tell people what you feel deep inside you and,
You might change your world ;)

Ohh, yes. I found that this quotation really has the touch of a girl's heart. Wanting and wishing the love that I think is not plain but full of the things that would make the love stronger and that is what Korean movies usually implement them all. Hehe.

i want it to be inconvenient. i want a love i would sacrifice my life for. i want the kind of love that wakes me up at 3 am. i want love that hurts. love that i have to work for. i want love that test me. i want the kind of love that is hard to find, and hard to keep and never easy. i want love that makes me cry. i want to hold on even it takes me through my worst nightmare. but most off all, i want the kind of love that's worth all that. i want the kind of love that i share with you.

Quotes on http://nonsenses956.blogspot.com
Qurratuaini. Thanks. =)

I am, the ENFJ type.

I've been tested by ;
Jung Typology Test™

My Type is
ENFJ

Extraverted	Intuitive	Feeling	Judging
Strength of the preferences %
22	25	38	1

Possible Career Paths for the ENFJ:

• Facilitator
• Consultant
• Psychologist
• Social Worker / Counselor
• Teacher
• Clergy
• Sales Representative
• Human Resources
• Manager
• Events Coordinator
• Sales Representative
• Politicians / Diplomats
• Writers

Well, go for LAW or TESTL?
*wondering.
*DOUBLE sigh.
Duhh, I'm having a self crisis again
=.='

I've settle my HEART.

TRASH IT RIGHT AWAY!!

He once said ;

" Your world is my world, my breath is your breath, and your fight is my fight "

" Someone who always be there for me no matter what happens. The girl who is the 1st person whom I wish good morning too and the last girl whom I wish good night too "

" I won't trade you with anything. I promise "

SO realistic, sweet, romantic
and it end up with
only a BROKEN promises!

Dear friends,
Thanks a lot for making me notice he is such a loser ,
Thanks a lot for making me realizing he is a guy with no brains,
Thanks a lot for making me realizing I already have someone who is WAY MUCH BETTER THAN HIM.

I'll take that all with the new spirits written in the new book of mine to get it all started from the bottom. My life has hit the bottom with a lot miserable to a guy with no brains. HAHA. He remains as a history and there's a girl who tends to say this to me,
" Be strong right away! "

It's hard, yes I admit but by taking the idea and forcing it hard, I think I have done and make it. DELETE&ERASE him all.
What more do I expect to do?
Well, simple.

So, Miss Wan Syafiqa bt Meor Hissan, way to go honey. ;)
Take all those notes and build back the STRONG me which is TOUGH at heart.
Okayy?
okie dokie.

Su'aidah :
" Wan, i think he is immature at heart&feelings. He doesn't know the meaning of being loyal and faith. He doesn't know what love takes him about. The give and take thingy. Don't you see 'em all? He doesn't know how to take care a girl's heart, the sensitive one, and that's the feeling of ignorance. Aku rase dia xsesuai dgn kau lahh wan. "

Safirah Hanum :
" Wan, sorry to say. Tapi 1st time aku tgk dia, aku rase kau dengan dia xlama. Kita serang dia. Bako rumah dia! "
notes : aku taw kau nak jadi jeneral utk angkatan kita. haha

Hafsah :
" Eii, Wan. Geramnye aku dgn dia. Macam iya je semua apa yang dia buat dulu. Wan! Aku nk bukak page dia ni. Hang pandang tempat lain sat "
..........a few minutes later............
" GEDIK lah LAKI NIE. Hang tapayah la wan nak tunggu2 dia dah. Aku sokong hang dgn faris "
notes : dengan loghat penang dia tuh. thanks acah. aku rindu kau. =)

Syahadah :
" Wan , just bear in mind that there is a GUY in this world who just donno how to use his brain okay ? why waste time to care more ? urs NOW is wayy better ;) btw , SERIOUS TALKING pakwe ko skg wayyyyyyyyyyyyy good looking than atief . kekeke :P "
notes : Faris Mahzuz, dengar tu! HAHA

Kak Yang :
" Ika, kak yang geram beno dengan atief tue. Jom, kita pergi serang dia. Tu la, org kata bdk mckk nie mcm tue la. Nak main2 je dgn bdk rpk. Time dorg tgh boring2, dah penat study, cari lahh perempuan. Lepas habis skolah buang mcm tue je. "

Alif :
" Kau mcm mane wan? Okay ke? Aku tahu dia dgn bdk tue pon xlama. Relax k. Aku doakan kau. Chow "

Anis Nabihah :
" Tau, aku dah tengok dengan sya. Sya tunjuk kat aku. Kau jgn sedih2 wan. Be strong! Aku tau kau boleh. Ramai lg yang tunggu kau wan. Chill okay ? "

Nadhrah :
" Wan, hang dengan dia dah xdah ekk? Sory taw aku tanye. Jangan sedih2 ye. Aku tau hang boleh buat. Aku chat ngn pakwe hang td. Tade pape yg hang nak jeluz k. HAHA "
nad : aku xkate pon aku jeluz, cess. madu aku neh. haha

" well, urm. Its a very valuable advices given by all of ya. Will take that as a reminder to me that I have something better in life, I am strong girl, way to strong to handle a loser like him, I have something priceless that shouldn't be back him off and the most important is I have the love of the almighty and merciful that has show me the way, the right path to lead on and the love of my family, him and friends which are for eternity."

" Ohh, yea btw. You are asking for a forgiveness, but didn't ask to be forgiven. Seems that you aren't that veridical for it. Yes, again your weakness. You are not impartial with the circumstances. Just saying sorry to set up all the things right but didn't care whether you are forgiven or not. Okay, let make it simple. YOU DIDN'T FEEL GUILTY.
And yes, you are not FORGIVEN."

I've settle the arguments. With that, I rest my case. FULLSTOP.
THANK YOU.

Credits to Azyani for liking all my status and never stop supporting me.
A huge thank you fren. =)