Self, keep on running. Don't stop.

Hai.

Final year bukan masa nak main main lagi. Sungguh,

Wan Syafiqa. Get rid of the things which bother you from getting on your aim!

Aim tahun ni nak grad & lulus semua subjek dengan cemerlang, gemilang & terbilang!
Hah, gitu.
Tegas sikit. Kuat semangat sikit.
Jangan cepat nangis.
Jangat cepat terganggu.
Jangan fikir pasal kawin.
Orang cakap pasal kawin, ajak kawin ke apa ke, lari laju laju.

Jangan cepat menangis ingat mak, tapi cepat cepat angkat tangan doa mintak Allah ampunkan dosa mak. Makin gencar sampaikan islam dan makin berlari menjadi dai'e. Sebab nak jadi anak solehah. Nak bagi mak hadiah terbaik.

Jangan cepat menangis dan bersedih ingat abah, tapi sentiasa ingat abah sangat sayang anak anak dia. Abah tak selamanya muda, abah tak selamanya kuat. Dan aku tak selamanya nak jaga abah. Doa untuk abah selalu.


Dan, untuk kamu.
Stop bothering me with things like photos bagai. Makin tak faham apa motif. You picked up the wrong time, really. Just. Back off. Kamu rupanya bukan seperti yang disangka, senang di-ajak berjumpa dengan mana-mana perempuan, senang jugak di-ajak selfie dengan mana-mana perempuan. Mana juga nilai kamu sebagai lelaki mahal?
I don't want to think bad and tried to keep on the positive thoughts on you because I thought, I knew who you are. And yes, I was wrong.
You're cheap.

Lina, kau tanya hati aku okay ke tak kan?
Tak. Tak okay.

May the 3rd.

Hello peeps.

Dah lama sangat rasa nk update blog but my life here gets so busy. Literally, no weekends. If only there is extra 24hours in a week. *sigh*

7 years ago, yesterday was one of my special day to be remembered. If that stays, I wouldn't ask for any other things to be near you. But sadly, it gets crashed and destroyed every single time when I tried to fix and rebuild back the bond. 

Well, I wouldn't want to hold that request for any longer either. Indeed I think I captured a moment when I received it, but numerous wild thoughts keep on running inside me. Thought that I would be responding it on the right time, it was being cancelled. Missile was shooting me, yes right at that part.

Hey me, 

Happy Anniversary. For holding the feeling and this certainty for too long.

:)

Don't keep on falling Syafiqa. Get up.