After 2 months.
I am back. hahaha
Rasa macam susah sangat nak update blog lately, coz I am home, lol.
But trust me, this blog knows me inside and out. My only place where I can spill a lot of things with confidence. I am not sure where to begin but lately, I receive a lot of application rejection. I am not sure if this is the curse after I rejected Chonbuk Uni Phd offer, lol but things going pretty wild lately.
I live with my elder sister and dad now which I am very grateful of. They pay for my expenses, dad gives me allowance every month and my sister often pays for good food and treat me too. I am always happy with everything I had till I've got rejection emails of the application I sent. I am always a positive one but sometimes I got swayed too.
I always think of serving my dad coz I didnt quite got to do so last time. But when I do now, I think it gets too much till sometimes I feel useless for being at home. Okay please RIP this feeling ohmygod.
I am trying to remind myself not to compare your life with others because everyone's track is different. But today I just got dumped again from a doctorate program since I am not a under/postgrad student from particular universities. I'm swaying back guys. T.T
I should have received Chonbuk Uni offer. Yes? No?
Okay dahh jangan nak menyesal sangat huhuhu
I need good ears to tell my stories and my worries.
Anyone? Please? T.T
