I am tired

I am so tired of what happening today.

I think I am so fed up with my family members.

And I am giving up with my adik adik liqa' too. 

I'm tired of receiving negative emails. 

and I keep on feeling I am not competent enough.

I am tired of being so much optimistic.

I am tired thinking about money.

so I lose my sabr today. 

And after I lost that, I began to feel disappointed with myself. 

I am now look down upon myself. 

World.
People.

I am just out of strength.

I am exhausted.