That 'dugeun-dugeun' feeling

Assalamualaikum peeps!

Ya tuhan.
Tak sempat langsung update like I mentioned in the previous post. Demam pru buat aku murung 2-3 hari. Cuba digest segala benda dan cuba move on sambil mendoakan dan mengharapkan yang terbaik untuk New Malaysia. Lagi buat aku murung bila semua orang sembang kencang kena ubah kerajaan, New Malaysia bagai tapi akhlak dan sikap rakyat Malaysia tak pernah nak berubah. Kutuk mengutuk lah, bahasa semua kelaut. Dengan agong2 pun korang berani. Waww. Ahh banyak lagi lah buat aku sakit kepala scroll fb dua tiga hari lepas. Nasib baik sambutan hari ibu dapat tone down all those hatred and comments.

Malaysians are so disappointing at one point.
Hmm, ok dah cukup.

Harini aku nak cerita pasal pasca GE14, hari hari yang aku akan kenang sebab dapat jumpa penulis fav aku heee. Remember I went to PWTC before going back to Kuala Kangsar?

Ada seorang penulis yang selalu buat aku jatuh cinta setiap kali baca artikel dia. Each time I read the article he wrote, each time I fall for it over and over again. Aku tak pernah pun rasa nak view profile dia ke apa ke because I was so in love with the articles. lol. I admire his writings so much that finally I read about his convert story! Dan masa tulah aku baru tengok 'crush' aku ni punya rupa hahaha. See, in my eyes your knowledge and intelligence come first before anything else. Aku bukanlah stock perempuan di luar sana yang tak semena-mena cair dengan kehenseman Syed Saddiq. *Tetiba* (No worries syed, I know you are extra-ordinary since our highschool years, no offense)

Dan bila seorang yang banyak membaca dan mengkaji, akhirnya dia jumpa islam on his own. Mati-mati aku ingat dia ni kacukan ke, rupanya dia ialah convert. Bahasa Melayu dia tip top habis lah, aku sangat admire orang bukan melayu yang boleh bercakap dan menulis bahasa melayu dengan baik. I just love watching them. Aku pernah baca pasal sifat keterbukaan orang Melayu ni sangat tinggi, sekarang baru aku rasa convince sikit aku ni memang darah Melayu sungguh, bukan berdarah jepun. Mungkin lah ada secalit sikit hehehe, nak jugak.

Anyway, sehari sebelum aku pegi PWTC aku dah feeling neves-neves. Inikah perasaan orang diluar sana yang tak sabar-sabar nak jumpa artis kpop/fatah amin kegemaran dorang? Haaa aku dah faham perasaan niii. So start daripada malam tu aku dah mula berdoa supaya Allah sentiasa jaga aku supaya aku tak 'over the-boundaries' sentiasa jaga akhlak dalam keterujaan aku nak jumpa fav author aku. Alhamdulillah Allah memang jaga sungguh, sebab lepas dapat autograph dia, aku terus blah tanpa mengeluarkan sepatah perkataan pun -___-

Pastu menyesal sikit. hahahaha.
Lepastu mood kembali seronok sebab dia mention nama aku dalam post dia. Terima kasih ingat 'Syafiqa'. 2 hari aku seronok sebab ni je sampai lah GE ruin everything lol.

Aku rasa aku sangat lack of knowledege dengan isu-isu yang dia tulis. Bila aku baca, terus rasa macam mind blowing sangat. Korang yang dah terer ni mungkin lah tak rasa excited macam aku lol, tapi bila berbicara tentang bangsa dan agama, sefikrah la pulak rasa kita ni ya huhuhu.

Buat korang yang wonder,

Aku bercakap tentang penulis buku: Dunia tanpa tembok & Mencabar teori konspirasi.
Haaaa. Google sendiri siapa penulis dia.

Sorry aku nebes 'dugeun-dugeun' pulak hati aku, 

sampai tertutup tajuk buku tu. 

Aku dah habis baca buku Dunia Tanpa tembok. Recommended sangat untuk orang yang nak  memahami percaturan kuasa dunia, kuasa politik yang berkait rapat dengan faktor geografi sesebuah negara. Mencabar teori konspirasi belum lagi. 

Aku harap dengan kehadiran penulis yang membawa ilmu sebegini tanpa menggunakan jargon2 tertentu dapat mendidik rakyat marhaen macam aku ni untuk faham bagaimana sistem sesebuah negara. 

PS: I hope you will produce more books so I have the reason to meet you again simply because I have lots of questions to ask you. 

#Syafiqamemilih

Assalamualaikum semua

Hari ni ialah hari yang bersejarah buat Malaysia. Selama 60 tahun ditadbir oleh Barisan Nasional, today is a total flipped. A hard one.

PRU14 menandakan rakyat mampu membuat perubahan.

Kali ni nak cakap dari hati.
Harini juga beberapa kali air mata ni tumpah huhu.
So yeah, to be honest I have mixed feeling.

Perasaan bercampur baur. Anak muda sekarang banyak yang hanya risau pada perut sendiri. Dalam keadaan ekonomi mencekik maka berbondong-bondonglah mereka melaung-laungkan sentimen perlu tumbangkan kerajaan. Mereka nampak kena hapuskan gst, minyak naik tol dan sebagainya (this is true, no offense), mereka tidak melihat bagaimana agama kita perlu dijaga, dipertahankan kedaulatannya. Tanpa mengira calon, asalkan blok yang menentang BN, laju je masing-masing nak undi. Tak buat homework langsung pasal calon yang perlu diundi. Malah ada yang pangkah undi melihat pada simbol, tanpa tahu pun nama wakil parti tersebut. Kata nak yang terbaik untuk Malaysia tapi tak pernah kenal pun calon yang nak diundi tu. Shame on people like this!

Sebagai seorang muslim, setiap sudut dalam kehidupan kita perlu buat keputusan dengan berlandaskan keredhaan Allah. Sesuatu yang harus seorang khalifah lakukan; memakmurkan muka bumi dengan rahmah Islam. Tapi kalau pemimpin non-muslim yang kita pilih, dimana kedaulatan agama kita? Umat islam sepatutnya bersatu, mengundi atas tiket calon muslim yang berwibawa. Kita sepatutnya bersepakat memilih seseorang yang boleh membawa nama islam dan syiar-syiar Islam ke parlimen. Bukan semata 'asal BN jatuh'. 

I am so sad today. 

Whether or not the government is ruled by either parties, 

I can't see good Muslim leaders dominating the parliament. 

Today is a mourn day.

Nevertheless, I am still a proud Malaysian girl who wants a better Malaysia which uplifting Islam.
I am talking with the view of how I see the new generation campaigning everyday without considering what a real Muslim should do. 

Jangan negara kita menjadi seperti Turki.

Rakyat terlampau inginkan kemodenan, 

percaya dengan pemimpin yang dianggap mampu membawa perubahan, 

akhirnya terhakis dan tergadai nilai islam.

Turki hari ini ialah negara yang sekular. 

And I seriously think we're leading in that way too. 

Travel stories update :)

Hi guys!

Lama dah tak cerita pasal travel kan?

I came back from Sarawak recently. This is actually my second time went there. The 1st one was 8 years ago when I was still 16teen but that trip was not considered as really a vacation because all we did was more to visiting my dad's friend whom he didn't met for almost 40 years. Abah was the 1st batch teacher who came to Sarawak to teach Bahasa Melayu from semenanjung at that time. And while he was still a young lad, he met a kind hearted lady who used to cook for him lunch and dinner. Eventually that makcik and pakcik Palah became his foster family. So we went up to Julau and even Dalat (We learned the story of Dalat during our form 1 literature components if you guys can still remember), visiting his 1st posting school as a teacher, we even went to his rumah sewa back then. I know abah was happy, but we didn't get the chance to feel as happy as him, LOL. So yeah, we went again and this time we visited quite numbers of places. And of course, most importantly the taste of Sarawak food. Comparing the two state lying on the land of Borneo: I must say food in Sarawak fits my taste buds more than the food I had in Sabah. But the spectacular beaches views and sunset in Sabah wins over trees and forest I've seen in Sarawak.

This is actually my 2nd family trip after Bandung in January. Bandung was so much fun too since my bestfriend from high school tagged along as well. But as soon as I came back from Bandung, I received numerous works I need to settle. And because we had my niece Aqiqah held not long after that trip, I lost spark of writing about it. I was too exhausted I think lol. Travelling back and forth, cleaning and doing chores at house, finishing my lab works and writing at the same time.

The last few months were quite intense coz datelines are all on ques.
Sigh.

Anyway, I will write up my Bandung story after this maybe if I have the time. The place is amazing, foods were wonderful and people are just so soft and polite. The only cons was it rained heavily on the second last day so we missed out the most important scenic moment and pictures in Bandung which was to visit Kawah Putih and the nearby Danau. It was kind of cold up there and the rain did not even allowed us to get even a glimpse of the Danau huhuhu. All we could see was fog. But then Abah said, kalau ada anak-anak abah nak kawin, kita pergi Bandung lagi sebab nak beli kain hahaha. I think 4 days and 3 nights were so short to discover the hidden gem in Bandung. Overall both were great journey.

My travel diaries officially started when I studied abroad. Oh maybeee, a year before that coz my family started to bring me flying to see the world. Since I got like much free time before pursuing my studies at that time. 9 months were not a short period that I ended up going to 3 countries. Going around Asian countries after several years spending times travelling around southern zone of the world, I am more and more proud to be Asian hihi. Because I think Asian are unique creatures which hold much more tradition and cultures which I love experiencing them.

I'll be back to Kuala Kangsar tomorrow after dropping by Pesta Buku at PWTC and that is, obviously for voting and PRU purpose. I take the chance to have a week off from Kuantan. Going back relaxing at my hometown, trying many many recipes I saved on facebook and making my sister and dad eating all them up soon. No worries people. I'll chip in my entries in between.

See you soon.
Bye! :D