Self, keep on running. Don't stop.

Hai.

Final year bukan masa nak main main lagi. Sungguh,

Wan Syafiqa. Get rid of the things which bother you from getting on your aim!

Aim tahun ni nak grad & lulus semua subjek dengan cemerlang, gemilang & terbilang!
Hah, gitu.
Tegas sikit. Kuat semangat sikit.
Jangan cepat nangis.
Jangat cepat terganggu.
Jangan fikir pasal kawin.
Orang cakap pasal kawin, ajak kawin ke apa ke, lari laju laju.

Jangan cepat menangis ingat mak, tapi cepat cepat angkat tangan doa mintak Allah ampunkan dosa mak. Makin gencar sampaikan islam dan makin berlari menjadi dai'e. Sebab nak jadi anak solehah. Nak bagi mak hadiah terbaik.

Jangan cepat menangis dan bersedih ingat abah, tapi sentiasa ingat abah sangat sayang anak anak dia. Abah tak selamanya muda, abah tak selamanya kuat. Dan aku tak selamanya nak jaga abah. Doa untuk abah selalu.


Dan, untuk kamu.
Stop bothering me with things like photos bagai. Makin tak faham apa motif. You picked up the wrong time, really. Just. Back off. Kamu rupanya bukan seperti yang disangka, senang di-ajak berjumpa dengan mana-mana perempuan, senang jugak di-ajak selfie dengan mana-mana perempuan. Mana juga nilai kamu sebagai lelaki mahal?
I don't want to think bad and tried to keep on the positive thoughts on you because I thought, I knew who you are. And yes, I was wrong.
You're cheap.

Lina, kau tanya hati aku okay ke tak kan?
Tak. Tak okay.

May the 3rd.

Hello peeps.

Dah lama sangat rasa nk update blog but my life here gets so busy. Literally, no weekends. If only there is extra 24hours in a week. *sigh*

7 years ago, yesterday was one of my special day to be remembered. If that stays, I wouldn't ask for any other things to be near you. But sadly, it gets crashed and destroyed every single time when I tried to fix and rebuild back the bond. 

Well, I wouldn't want to hold that request for any longer either. Indeed I think I captured a moment when I received it, but numerous wild thoughts keep on running inside me. Thought that I would be responding it on the right time, it was being cancelled. Missile was shooting me, yes right at that part.

Hey me, 

Happy Anniversary. For holding the feeling and this certainty for too long.

:)

Don't keep on falling Syafiqa. Get up. 

Autumn :)

Hai.

Lama sangat tak post kat sini. 6th week of uni was full of assignments due, literature review dengan test. 2 weeks tak sempat nk express rasa kat sini which I think sometimes writing does make my day. hehe. My 1st week of autumn break has just passed. Alhamdulillah terisi dengan baik. 3 days with no internet connection sbb stranded kt murray river. Autumn Gathering this year is such a bless! 3 days lagi daurah, mabit and daurah lagi. The rest of the days in that week byk urusan kan program & baca bahan untuk pengisian. Penat skit, but if only life is a game, kat dunia ni lah kita nk kumpul bebanyak points untuk kita topup mata kita kt akhirat nanti. Kerana ingin Rasulullah mengaku umat, so iAllah ingin kekal istiqamah menyampaikan syahadah & kebenaran. Juga nak hadiahkan & kirimkan mak dekat 'sana' pahala sebab dia berjaya membuat pelaburan yang baik. Mak, please know I'm trying hard to make you feel ease there, please know that I love you so much till I want you to always feel good and receive something masa kat sana. Rehat baik baik ye mak dekat sana lepas 58 tahun kt dunia. Anakmu ini sentiasa merindui dan mendoakan dari jauh :)

Last Autumn in Adelaide
University of Adelaide, 2015.

"When things are good in my life, everything looks like a picture.
When things are bad in my life, nothing looks like a picture.
When I met him, I was taking one hundred or two hundred  photographs per day.
Now that he left, I'm only taking one or two photographs per day"

Sabar.Relaks

Hai assalamualaikum.

I've been questioning myself lately. Sampai bila Wan Syafiqa? Sampai bila nak simpan rasa ni?

But on the other side of me, suruh bertahan. Bertahan sampai tuhan kata, memang bukan dia orangnya.

So, chill :)

Missing you, flashmob.

Assalamualaikum readers.

Yeayy alhamdulillah. Manage to reach sampai 4th week of uni.
4th week of uni rasa macam 4 months. Lecture non-stop. tambah tambah microbiology.
Macam macam bacteria belajar lepastu tak sangka pulak bacteria yg kecik sebeso kuman tu byk betul structure dia kena ingat -__-

So everyone, I am majoring in phyiology and microbiologyyy. hehe
Actually rasa macam best je those two subject. Cuma kita je complain banyak. hehe *monyettutupmata*
I'm learning about human and bacteria. Two different species but related to each other so much. So during fouth week ni, kita ada 2 tests. Biochem and physio. For the 1st time in my life, rasa confident je jawab biochem and kertas biochem tu penuh dengan jawapan masa test lol. But on the other side my physio rasa horrible gila. Lepastu rasa demotivated sbb penat sangat study, tapi bila mai kertas soalan rasa mcm lecturer tak pernah ajar pun semua benda benda tuuu :( Andrea Yool, why are you being so harsh? bukan kita je kata, tapi semua classmate hokay T_T
Lepastu lab yang dengan abg abg sado tu punn. sampai skrang rasa awkward when new guy members keep on coming. So pretty much i'm in the soccer club i guess :/ pakcik pakcik please give me good peer assessment grading okay. Bukan taknak cakap dengan awak awak semua, tapi kita taknak dongak2 and rasa mcm giant & little dwarf je hahaha.

Anyway, sekarang serius rasa mcm nak balik je akhir tahun ni. Dah contact kpt, kpt maybe akan tanggung fees only  for masters. most probably sambung kt um/ukm iAllah tahun depan. Mohon doa ye semuaa. Kalau uni baik hati nk sponsor saya pun apa salahnya heee :) Okay well actually nk cerita pasal ni, I came across something yang truly mcm break the ice skit deep down inside. Konon nak jadi tough at heart le, tapi ttbe that current feeling datang balik wehh.

klik this link bawah ni :

Malaysia Airlines 'Missing You' Flashmob at KLIA

Lepastu terfikir ada tak orang nk sambut kita back for good mcm tu? Bhahaha. Anyway, the feeling of meeting someone you miss from abroad really is something. Happy dia tu lainn, though rasa rasa nervous nervous masa nk turun flight tapi knowing someone is waiting for you, penat naik flight pun tak rasa dah sebab in your mind nk jumpa jee. lol. Well, that flashmob brings me back to song released during 2002 - Akan datang. Indescribable one.

I think I never told you this, but each time knowing that you are sending me off and waiting for me. I know that I've been waiting for those times too...

Still into you.

Hi

This song catch up my attention these few days. Pretty much it sums up everything.
I'm driven away with the lyrics and beats. It gets quite different with the original version but this sounds so soothing.

"I should be over all the butterfly, but I'm into you.
Baby even in the worst night, I'm into you.

After all this time, I'm still into you."

By any chance you open up my blog.
This is for you.

Still into you :)

When I say, I want to stay fit...

Hai

Sekarang baru habis satu minggu kelas of my sem 1 of final year. Alhamdulillah on track. So dalam masa masa ni banyak lah introductions. Not just intro to lecture je but to the people as well sebab kita dah kena assign for placement untuk physio and 2 days in lab for microbiology. So in total, ada 2 research studies throughout the year. Mak aihh, semput dia tuhan je yang tahu. Hari ni tengah tengah sapu lotion depan ain, ain tegur dah makin kurus. see, hebat tak kita bekerja a month kt adelaide ni plus my week 1 uni dah kekurusan begini. :P Timetable mmg tak boleh nk heaven sangat lah. Sampai sekarang ni tak sempat nk lunch pun. But i've made a promise to myself yang i need to stay healthy & never skip meals so my best companion right now is fruits! So bila ada transition kelas, sambil berjalan tu sambil tu lah kita makan buah. Nampak busy and. Nampak final year student sangatt. LOL.

T food lover wan syafiqa needs to keep fit too! So my aim and target hujung tahun ni :

PANDAI BERENANG

AT THE END OF 2015

HAHAHA

Okay, sila gelak kuat kuat -__- 

Since ramai adik adik freshie yang baru sampai kt adelaide ni, so ada a few students yang stay at my home for temporary. So sebagai kakak yang baik dan bertanggungjawab, i went over searching and inspecting accommodation dengan dorang. A few tips kalau nak cari rumah kat adelaide ni, since student student semua duduk kat suburb and public transport dia mmg 'thumbs up' lah, kteorang akan cari tempat tempat yang tak jauh dengan city and reachable by bus around 15-20mins lah paling lama pun. rumah kena dekat dengan bus stop kalau nk senang bagai, hehe. So very luckily, bebudak ni dapat rumah yang besar gila mcmm mansion & tak mcm rumah student punn. Sudah lah fully furnished, landlord pun hati penuh nur. Baik betul. lepastu, rumah dorang ada swimming pool. and its quite close to my house. sebab azam tahun baru nk kekal sihat & fit, I choose to walk rather than take the bus. Sebab takdelah jauh sgt and adelaide skrnag pun dah makin sejuk sbb nk tukar musim luruh dah, So i dont mind walking. Best lah, every week datang rumah dorang swimming and dapat tutorial free lagi sebab ramai yang pandai swimming kt situ. Siap buat aqua aerobic bagai. Hahaha. enough on that. And I am happy lah. Mcm nk keep the good figure lah konon kan, I had the intention nak pegi gym, siap sembang dgn sister julie yang recommended me to have it a try kat all women gym around west area jugak. Dah mcm reconsider sbb its very interesting kan. Kot lah dapat concession price, discounted price lagi. Masa tu dah eksited dah. 

But then...

Masa prac physio, hatiku ini gelisah kembali,

Dengan happy happy bukak myuni nk check siapa group se-placement kitaa. Tetiba rasa pelik. Dah kenapa groupmates aku ni semua lelaki. Aku pun check facebook dorang since org puteh ni normally they choose to use their full name kt fb. first bukak page adam, oh kenal je dia ni sbb selalu terserempak dalam lecture. lepastu, bukak sorang mamat ni punya fb, dia ahli bina badan! he goes to gym gambar pun semua kt gymm je. okay  lah terima je. so i went over to the next guy, dia peninju. gambar menang match dalam ring berpagar tinggi! omg, masa tu dh nervous2 dah. pesal sado sado semua ni. next guy pulak trainer gym! T_T okayyyy. foine! masa tu dah fkir, topic apa kita amik nii... T_T 

okay now, its EXERCISE ON HUMAN PERFOMANCE. sweet.

Patutlah semuanya ber-muscular. T_T

On our first meeting...supervisor pun inform :

"Normally, we did a high risk cardiovascular perfomance"

Stunt kejap.

"But I think that's fine. I dont think I wanna do that this year"

Okay, relax skit :)

"But I guess, we can do a running up and walking intensively.

Maybe you can run on the treadmill and get 5000 steps"

*okay masa ni mcm dengar cerita seram. 

Apakah semua ini. And I am most likely to stay in the same topic sampai akhir tahun dengan groupmates itu? Maigaddd. On that day rasa mcm awkward gila sebab berbaju kurung and the only girl yang ada kt situ. sudah la kecik, rasa mcm dihimpit2 dengan mat salleh yang tinggi lagi besar. haha. Lepas ni every week, kena datang uni dengan sport attire bagai sebab wan syafiqa yang nk fit sangat nii dah tak payah pergi gym sbb ada intensive exercise kt uni dah lol. masa tu balik rumah dengan rasa redha & pasrah je. Okay, save duit dah. Boleh simpan duit nk pegi gym utk kawin. hehe =P

*Lepas ni boleh lah buat post pasal tips tips nk jadi sado* -.-'

Silent reader, doakan my placement and my lab work ya! I want to finish everything happily this year and return to Malaysia. :)

Cheers.