Currently in the mood of this song ;

Romaji Love Song

Lyrics: Yamashita Tomohisa Music: Yamashita Tomohisa Itsuma demo isshoni iyounette futari chikai atta kedo Futari no shiawase na jikan wa toki wo kizamu no wo yameta Ima machigai ni kiduitemo boku no ayamachi wa kesu koto ga deki nai Kimi no koto omou to itoshisa de mune ga itai yo Itsuka moshi mo mata guuzen dokoka deae tara yari naoseru no nara Tatoe nani ga oki tatte hanashi tari wa shi nai Kitto kimi yori mo ii hito nante mou inai imayatto kiduita Dakara mou ichido boku no soba ni ite kure nai ka ... Me ga samete futo hidari wo mite mo kimi ga iru wake nante nai yo ne Kimi no nukumori nokoru kono heya ni irarezu machi he to aruku Taekirenu kodoku no naka de mou kimi no koto shika kangaerare nai Mou ichido dake boku no hontou no kimochi tsutaetai yo Dakara moshi mo mata guuzen dokokade aetara boku wa kimi ni iu yo “Jibunkatte de gomen ne kimi ga inakya dame da yo” to Ae nai jikan ni kuzureta ai no fun dake kitsuku dakishimeru kara Konna wagamama na boku wo yurushitekure nai ka... Ae nai jikan ni kuzureta ai no fun dake kitsuku dakishimeru kara Tatoe nani ga oki tatte hanashi tari wa shi nai Kitto kimi yori mo ii hito nante mou inai imayatto kiduita Dakara mou ichido boku no soba ni ite kure nai ka... Soshite itsu no hi ka kimi to eien no ai no chikai wo Translation Love Song Though, we promised each other that the two of us would always be together, Our happy times have stopped ticking Even though, I've realized the mistakes I've made right now, they can't be erased. Whenever I think of you, the preciousness makes my heart ache. Someday if we happen to meet by chance again somewhere, and if we could start over again. For example, if anything happens, I'd never let you go. For sure, there's no longer anyone better than you, I've finally realized that right now. So, won't you be by my side once again... Waking up, I glance toward my left, but there's no way you'd be there, right? Unable to stay in this room that still has your warmth, I walk toward the streets. Aside from this endless loneliness, I can't think of anything else other than you. I want to convey my true feelings to you again. So, if someday, we happen to meet by chance again somewhere, I'd tell you "I'm sorry that I was selfish, I can't go on without you" When I can't see you, I will embrace what was left of our ruined love. So will you forgive this selfish me... When I can't see you, I will embrace what was left of our ruined love. For example, if anything happens, I'd never let you go. For sure, there's no longer anyone better than you, I've finally realized that right now. So, won't you be by my side once again... And, one day, a promise of everlasting love with you

The sem break.

It's nearly 1 and a half week spending my time with my sister at home. What more could i say rather that having a dull birthday and probably holiday without my family in Malaysia. Well, i wish they have fun in India back then. Today's friday. seems that 2days left before going back to school and the class session might really pressure me. well, yeah the sbp trials is just around the corner. a month left and i still think that i cant manage to answer it like they should be answered. ohh, pretty much. homework. =) i didn't finish a single of it. what a really good girl im being here huh. i still don't have the spirit once i step inside my home. not into mood of study. haha. well, thinking that i should put it in action viewers.

gtg. will update soon. ;)

Star Gazing and Space Camp.

Hi viewers !

How do you feel today?
FANTASTIC !! haha. Zaharim's style. ;)
This is what Zaharim done during the star gazing. Haha. pretty funny ya. ;P

I think I've fallen for the stars and the sky. This is of course due to the programme. I love the stars yet the sky ! It really amazed me to the creators. So ppl, this is what happen during the tyme.

Day 1st, 28th of May
The foreigners from Thailand and Indonesia and the other participants from the selected SBP and a few of daily schools check in during that time. The students of SMSKB which did not involve already packed all their things up going home that day. The participants of my school which consists of most of the Form 5 did nothing. We slept and some were having cit chat. The night before we were having some 'gotong-royong asrama' just because of them. ! I worked overload that night. Pity me. But, for the sake of my school, its OK then. ;) The next thing was, the opening ceremony. So the Endang dancers took part in it to welcome them. AND.... there we go.. Zaharim conducted the ice breaking. Pretty fun but then i dont have the chance to meet other schools students as we were just playing with the common faces everyday which were of course the boy at my school just to keep away from getting the punishment. haha. Still, I keep listening to some girls talking about that boy is handsome, that one is cute and etc. Well, i dont have the mood gossiping about them. haha. The next thing was a talk by K.C about how to take the pictures of the stars, galaxy and planets. seriously i tell you... it was damn freaking cool ! Sorry then, i dont have all that pictures. I do but i dont have the scanner to share it here. It ends up at 11 i guess, and.. I sleep soundly because i was very tired.

Day 2, 29th of May
The next day on the morning we were briefed about how to make the water rocket. The 1st one was just a talk and they showed us the right way to build a telescope. I wish i have one. Telescope is not that hard to build actually and yea, we can actually see the stars anytime with the rules that the sky should not have a thick cloud. ;) The clock strike at twelve and i have the chance looking at the sun. During the sun gazing i can see the sun spot. COOL ! i can see a few of dark spots here and there. ;) We were having lunch after that and continued with the next session which was building the water rocket. Aha! Nice one. I was able to get it done at the right time and my rocket was perfect. ;) Well readers, this is the moment which i met him. He looked and me and smile. I looked at him back and did nothing. My heart was pounding that hard. Haha. I turned walked away and wondered who is him? Followed on the night thingty was having a star gazing and going into a so called igloo. I dont know what was it but the easiest thing to describe it was an igloo. haha. The Organizer asked us to separate into a group of boys and a group of girls. Supposedly that night we were able to see the planet and moon. But we were having a thick cloud for a while and yea then we can see it ! Nice one. Some even took pictures. I went back to hostel quite early that night. But during the time, he passed me by quite often. ;)

Day 3rd, 29th of May
The Malaysia's Books of Records !! yeahaaa..!! We were creating the Malaysia's record for launching a 50 rockets at the same time. Unluckily, we only managed to launch only 41 rockets. The other 9 was a bit late.huhu. It's ok then. We still have the records but it was written 41 rockets. It was of the big triumphs of a new school guys ! Chill ! hehe. On the afternoon, we were given the chance to practice launching water rockets as in the evening we were going to have a competition. Everything moved smoothly. Our group did pretty well but we did not win. Congrats to the winner ! Lah and the gang. hehe. At night, star party ! but the thing turned worst when, it was raining. Gosh !! Just imagine. we did nothing..only took photos and exchanging phone numbers. And, I snap a pic with him. He is actually from Sains Johor and he is Haziq. ;) Dont get me wrong. I didnt take any of the boys phone number. huhu. The day ends with a smile after having a snap with him.

Last Day, 30th Of May
The closing ceremony. Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor came ! He came late. Really. and he indeed handsome ! haha. very2 handsome ! Every one was around him. taking pictures and i got his autograph ! That is just enough for me.haha.

Readers, the photos would come up next ! Stay tuned.

Malaysia - Thailand. A beautiful bond.

There's nothing much i would like to write here. I was being the tour guide for the Siamese who came to my school. It was such a very beautiful one. They are so nice yet friendly. Although they don't really understand English but we managed to converse and communicate with each other well. We even tried to learn to speak in Thailand. Haha. It was nice. We enjoy helping you teachers ! The second delegation was not conducted by us. Hence, I don't know what's up with the them who pay a visits on my school. The next one will be the Star gazing and space camp. Sheikh Muzaffar might be around. Wait for the next post ya readers. I'm going to have a snap with him. haha. By the way, here's some pictures we captured during the day. ;)

The teachers from Thailand after having lunch. We even learn how to say delicious during that moment. It was " Alloy ka? " remind me of Cemistry ! ;P

He's wearing our batik. ;) Nice huh? One of the most active teachers and i enjoy being and guide him. He bought the SMSKB goody bag and really have the strong spirit to gain knowledge here.

A snap with mama. Our lovely school principal. Mama, please bring us to Thailand ! Can't wait. ;P

The delegation of Thailand at the back. ;D

They came to our school a month ago. Still I remember him and somehow, they think I'm a teacher instead of a student? Nonsense ! haha. I still young and have long way to go. ;)

The Nanny, and the Little 2 gay sisters. ;p Dear, I'm having fun of having a really nice team mates. Strong faith in the stars and our family yaww ! Not forgetting the debate team. Our school 1st batch team. Nothing compared to anything else. Love you Imah and Bella. Can't say love to zaha, Ain is going to kill me. haha.

I love ADDMATH !

It's updates again !

well, where to start. i am now in my PBM. excited yaww. hehe. i've just completed the examination tasks just now which was the last paper falls on history. hahaha. i managed to write the essays but not that good on structures and objectives. i undergo fever for chemistry and add maths paper and yea, my brain was not working answering add maths. hey, it's add maths readers ! what more could i say when the simple maths i could not even calculate during that moments. my tears dropped a little. i don't dare to think about it hard. i know that i can do it finely. it just that the problems of having fevers and how heavy my head was for the past 2 days. well again, FAIL IN ADD MATHS.

Q-Day

Readers ! updates again ! ;)

It's been a while since no updates in this blog. It is of course due to stupid internet excess at home. huhu. nevermind then. there's even a person who did complain because i did not update my blog. and dear here it is. ;)

so well, the Q day was yea i should admit is as a wonderful day. really nice. although i have to burn my skin under the hot day preparing oblong and ABC but yea it was nice enough to see him by my side.hehe.

"oblong x sdp ! " ewah2, best la dedication tueh. hahaha. it was nice la. everybody said so ok. well, don't envy me for preparing such a delicous oblong. whatelse readers, there were tons of stalls selling products, foods and beverages. i enjoyed watermelon juice prepared by 1Gamma just beside my stall. seriuosly, it was so damn good but then, they do not even want to treat their lovely kak wan btw. wicked juniors ! ;P

Before the Q day, something bad happend to me. it was the moment whereas i lost my confidence the most. Muhd Rizqin Syahmi, you are none compared to shit ! Human who has good mentality and thinkings would not act as you did. the words that you burst out does not make me mad enough even it really made my blood pressure high. thanks god for giving me the strength facing this obstacles because yea i did not give him a punch on his face ! The things that really disappointed me is when the so called nice-smart-good behave headprefect of science kepala batas school, =) was spreading the news all over the f5batch of the pitiful predators was really that annoyed. the things was so annoyed and nonsense to be shared to all of you viewers. sorry for that. That's what the ppl say, good mind doesnt make a good behaviour. I hope ppl who read this especially ppl who know the story would take notes on the things of what i said. :)

That's all for now. Have a nice day. Need to go back to the school which is full of hatred !
I rest my case.

1st Speaker tasks ! urghh....

If you’re reading this, you’re probably wondering how to be a first speaker. Yup, I have to admit it is quite a predicament. The very idea of opening a debate and setting up a case for your side is an unnerving feat even for the gallant. Thus, nerves of steel and a proper guide by yours truly are required! So let’s get cracking and try to transform you into a classy debater in just 10 minutes!
What’s A First Speaker?Well, a first speaker is the first person to open up your case you’re the bench. Thus, a general/thorough understanding of the issue is required. Do not pick a motion you are not well versed in or simply cannot go through. You’ll lose focus, structure and also lose direction. This could be very, very detrimental to your side. Have a general understanding of the facts of the case. This means you’ll know if the other side is lying or not and can quickly point out to the adjudicator. Always remember that the most important thing is your sides stand. Make it a habit to state your stand early on. Clarity is very essential to a first speaker. Take your time, were not in a hurry, be calm…no stress.
Prime MinisterWhat do Gordon Brown, Samak Sunderaverej, Ehud Olmert and Vladimir Putin have in common? Besides funny accents and corruption, they are their respective countries’ head of government. However, in a debate, a prime minister opens up the debate. He identifies a problem in the current status quo and proposes a change. Do this early on in your speech. Identify the freaking problem and say there’s a dire need to solve the problem. What if there’s no problem/ you don’t know if there’s a problem? Then state that public perception is at an all time low in that said issue. Never ever propose status quo, squirrel or propose a truistic case!Tips on a PM are:
1. Being the first person to open up a debate isn’t the best feeling in the world. Trust me, I had better times. If you look at the audience, they want to see you screwed, if you look at the adjudicator, they want to see you screwed, if you look at the opposition, they’re waiting to screw you! So, take a deep breath, steel yourself, muster for strength and speak. Calmly and assuring. Combat that stage fright. Remember your structure; remember your case and most of all remember your goal (to win).
2. What’s a mechanism/framework? This is essentially ‘how we are going to enforce it’. A mechanism is not really needed in all debates. Like in value judgment debates, don’t ban something which does not need to be banned! A mechanism is to be used strategically. It can be used to keep things in debate and things out of debates. A little twitch here and twitch there can give the opposition one hell of a nightmare! Remember to be paranoid so that you can put more safeguards on your case.
3. Point prioritization. During prep, you would have identified the basic principles, the important points, and examples. The most important substantive should be given to the PM. Why? Based on myexperience, adjudicators like to see important points or the obvious points to come out from the first speaker. What if you’re done with your points and you still have much time left? Steal your 2nd Speakers’ point! Sure he would be pissed but as first speaker, you need to come out strong. Not completing the time allocated shows your side has much to say. As for the 2nd Speaker, well he’s got a full speech to think of another point, so help him out.
4. Pre-buttals. I’m sure most of you know what’s a rebuttal is. But what’s a pre-buttal? This is when you have anticipated what the opposition is going to say and you counter it in a speech. If done correctly, you may sound intelligent…for once. Don’t be afraid to concede to certain matters which are obviously true but argue out correctly. How do you anticipate what the enemy is going to say? Well, one of you will have to play as the devil’s advocate and think of an opposition case (preferably the 3rd Speaker). Do pre-buttals subtly. Don’t come up and say “well, the opposition is gonna come up and talk about saving the birds”. That just doesn’t sound right. These views are also shared by World Champion Anna Garsia and 2 times Australs Champion Tim Sonnreich.
Leader of the OppositionAhhh, the loser. The wannabe prime minister. The conservative stick-to-status-quo dude who leads this clan. The best LO a speech that I ever watched was from David Cameron, Conservative Party. Witty, charming, funny, and full of substance and the list goes on. Remember, as an opposition, it is always easier to destroy a case than build one…almost. As an opposition leader, you can either choose to stick to status quo or propose an alternative i.e. a counter proposal.Tips on LO:
1. As the LO, you’ll be speaking up so the heat would tone down a bit. You’re expected to ridicule the PM’s speech, poke holes in it and tell the people why your case is better. Ridicule the mechanism, say why it won’t work. Question on the feasibility of the PM’s proposal. You can even opt to not the problem that the PM has stated. Then, tell the public why status quo is better.
2. Rebuttals. Make rebuttals an essential part of your speech. You want to belittle the government’s case. So focus on your rebuttals. Don’t forget to emphasize on your substantives and state the reasons why changing things would be for the worse. Don’t forget to use even if arguments to strengthen your rebuttals.
3. Of truistic cases, definition challenges and also messy, messy debates. An idiotic PM when proposing a truistic case has essentially plunged the debate at an all time low. Forget about high speaker points. All you’re going to get is a grumpy adjudicator. So, when a government commits this cardinal sin, the LO must initiate a definitional challenge. Tell the adjudicator what the debate is suppose to be about and run an even if case. You’ll learn this in debate training….I hope.
Prep Time!!!Discussing-Arguing-Make Up-Panic at the Debate! 4 Steps in a normal, usual debate team. But we’re not a normal debate team; we’re the UT Mara debate team. So develop a system to cater to this prep as a system. The way I do it, I think on how to attack the motion around 5 minutes, and then discuss it withmy partner with tolerance, good faith, understanding and all that positive stuff. I make a (wish list™) on how to prove the issues on the debate. Remember, thoroughly focus on the 1st Speaker’s Speech first, and then proceed to the 2nd Speaker. Get to know your partner, have a latte and most of all, and cooperate.
That’s A WrapSo, to all you lexicon lovers, I hope you learned something today! Being a classy 1st Speaker takes time and also experience. Heck, I only did it for one year and got loads to learn! If any of you have any inquiries or problems, please don’t hesitate to ask me or our seniors. We’d be glad to help and improve together all in the name of the club. Lastly, I would like to say that all the good stuff in this guide came from god and the bad parts are solely my mistake. Cheers, lads.