what's up on today? today i've done a lot of work. yeah, cleaning stuffs and cooking ! :) lately, it's like my job to cook for the whole family since mom is not really feeling well, so i'll take the responsibility to cook for them. yea. it's a bit tough as dad is a bit fussy about food and keep on comparing the food with mom's. it happens to be that way. but not for this while. haha. abah kate sedap. well, i'm happy. :)
erm currently i'm trying hard not to think about it. so much things to do.i'll keep myself busy every moments so that i will not think about it often.
List of things to do so it won't really play on my mind ;
- Don't visit his profile often. well, it's a lot miserable. xpe. cuba!
- Don't try to look at my mobile phone at night. I might starting to miss him.
- Keep myself a real busy.Pretty much, it's tiring.It burden me a lot. Cess.
- Value those people around me especially friends and family.
- Recite Quran more. It helps me to reduce my stress toward everything especially him and my studies.
- Don't listen to love song especially the broken hearted one. If i'm not show it physically, i'll be crying inside heavily. Better not.
- Contact other people if i'm starting to push on his number. thanks rizman, zul, and korek. haha. sorry kalau kacau korang. ;)
- Delete his number ! I've done it. however, how would i delete his number from my memories?
- Don't look at his picture again ! it would bring up all the memories back.
- Keep on studying. I'll show him.