Memories.

As I explore my computer today. I've found tons of memories which i've left them behind. Sad but true. I'm growing older and things are changing from time to time. I'm started to feel that I'm not going to play the role of being student anymore. So here are the pictures to remember.

Seminar Cabaran Remaja, 2008 ; The Mckk's brothers. =)

Hari Anugerah Cemerlang, 2009 ; I'm rewarded for obtaining straight a's. yeay for me ! hee~

Karnival Kaunseling dan Kerjaya, 2009 ; Kuala Kangsarian besties. ^^

Inter-school debate, 2009 ; THBT Canning should be brought back to school

Chess tournament, 2009 ; Checkmate ! =D

SMKRPK sport day, 2009 ; VVIP guests concierge. hehe

Life goes on.

Readers !

I've been to my school just now. RAJA PEREMPUAN KELSOM @ GOVERMENT ENGLISH GIRLS SCHOOL. i would like to admit here. I miss my old school like hell ! I miss my time there. my old tyme. The good old days. As i stepped inside, i took a deep breath. Gently, i walked in to the post guard. Asking for the permission and blah...blah..blah..so i went to the office. it still looks the same. i met my principle. god, she's very small compared to mama, my principle in the so called SAKBA. haha. still, she's cuter. i went donwstairs and tried to search the 5sc1 class. They've been to the class which i usually imagined to be in to. I smile and found that they were not there. i've been greeted by the girls. my juniors. It was quiet touchful. haha. i thought they will never remember me anymore as on of the ex-girls. I was wrong, they do. I went to the canteen, meeting Pak Cik Din and Che Mah. I miss 'em ! They treated me like their children before. I still remember, i met them and tell them about the pmr questions which i've been through. They just smile and reply, "takpe2, cuba lagi" ohh yea, Pak Cik Din had told me about him being a straight a's student once, but then Che Mah came and say, "Jgn kamu pecaye pakcik kamu tuh ! " Straight away, i laughed. Ohh2, pkcik pandai tipu yer. haha. ;) Cikgu Pie gave me a treat of nasi ayam n milo. arhh, the best combination among all !

Well, i was there up to 2 pm i guess. i accompanied my friend in bilik BP. the prefects room. Oh dear, guess what? i feel like i want to do all the prefect's work back. i miss the prefectorial board of the all girls' school. The girls' rules ! All i have to do was just seated and watched them working on the certificates for the prefects' ocassion next week. It was very sad. I kept silent and yea, they're asking me bout the prefects' thingy and yeah, i manage to reply it fluetly . It generally means, i still can manage the prefectorial board. :)

So let the prefects' board at my school would always be as the same level as in RPK. I'll work on it. Promise ya.

Yesterday and this morning.

Morning ! ohaiyo guzaimasu. the phrase dt i greet sensei every morning when i meet her. hehe. It's a bright sunny morning. Syafiqah ask me to accompany her going to my former school back as she wants to take some items that is if you dont have it, then say buhbye to your spm result. the oral affects the result so much i tell you. huhu.

well, yesterday was a sleeping day for me. i wake up and perform subuh prayer, then sleep again, wake up back.do some house chores (the one in school i mean) and my phone rang. i picked up and say, "what's up?" "its me on the line" ohh, syafiqah.. "yea kenape?" "jom la g skola ari n.ak siap da.ko nk ak amik ko ker?" wth, i didnt even take my bath yet. arhh, busuk2.haha. my dad n mom were not home yesterday so i dont have the transport going out yesterday + i did not take my shower yet anndd i'm doing the house work so, sorry dear. It's been posponed by today. gonna meet all my frens back :) seronok2.hehe.

yesterday, mom cooked bihun soup for me. waaa..happy gler i tell you. i ate it and it did force me to take up the 2nd bowl. hehe. the soup is nice. suddenly fahmi text me. oh2. what's up now? he asked me to accompany him going to the library. i agreed. why? becoz i've taken my shower. haha ! but before that, i slept after taking the paracetamol. my throat was ached yesterday and i started feeling a bit dizzy. aiyaa.. its the beginning of my fever. i've knew it. hah! so i decided to drink a lot of water and soon when i wake up this morning. they all fade away except for my running nose. hish, menyampah btol. i don't know how many tissue boxes did i use for it.haha.on my way home from the library, adik text me saying that she's longing for air kelapa. lahaaii, where should i buy it? i walked around lembah searching for it but unluckily, the stall tutup. to let go of my sighed, i seat and then, "mak cik, laksa satu !" haha.quite pissed off. the weather was so damn hot ! if you put anything in the middle of the road, i dare to say. your food is going to 'served and ready to eat'. i walked and walked again. on my way to the bus10, i stopped at a cake house. waa..the cake looked yummy. i bought one and it indeed gooddd ! ;)

at night, waaa. study3x! and texting with zul. haha. dt guy, he keep on making me smile. cess. huhu. i texted with him till i sleep. adeyh tunggu mcg dy punye la lame smpy ttdo2.hoho. I sleep with the bio reference book in my arms. oh2, buku tu da kemek.haha.

so, i'm going to continue my day today right after dis. END.

Dear people,

Viewers, I've updated the blog with some new skins and brand new look. It might look a bit dark and black in my blog. Your visits might brighter it i guess. ;) Sorry for the non-long updated entries. I am pretty busy nowadays with my role at schools and some kind of the first term so called examination is just around the corner. I don't actually have the time to write and the most important thing, my school does not even provide the internet facilities there. I just have to wait and wait till it's going to be available the next year i guess and I'm not schooling there anymore. Pretty sad yaww. The senior year is driving the seniors crazy.

Updates soon. Stay tuned. ;)

Lesson : Listens to the oldies words.

My previous post was in an uncontrolled emotion actually. haha. feels shame to read it back. but nahh,i wont delete it.it may do reminds me of the scars they've done. :)
at least it was the moment whereas i hurt a lot.

Back to the topic. ^^
Today's lesson is..I have to learn listening to my parents' instructs ! haha. guess that ive been a really stuborn girl lately. well yeah, i didnt done the laundry yet the house works. lazy girl ! haha. so abah n mak started to compared my siblings with their so called up friends and the most worse thing is my cousins. haiyaaa...me compared with the uptown girls? haiiiktuiii! :P i dare to admit that they envy us a lot.especially when it comes to the education thingy..most of them are girls and all of them are all pretty with the cute face and the fair skinned tone. a bit like chinese looks and a they will throw the sweet smile to people and greet them nicely while my siblings considered it as pervert. guess that we envy them too. hehe. compared to us who likely to have every inch different personallity starting from my big brother along, kak ngah, kak yang, me and adik. every single of us have different character, personallity and of course differnt appearance. more to a unique family but i just love to have them as my angles that brighten my every day. =)

As for today people. i done nothing much. i wake up late to day at 10 a.m. went to get my bath and have a talk with mak. then i ate. at 1 i started doing the hw which brought me the tought, do the questions are hard or am that stupid to answer the simple questions?haiyyyaa..so giving up doing my homework i read history text book. starting feeling boring, i shut the book closed and open the novel written by meg cabot. then he called. i smile and answered the call. the voice. i miss it like hell ! arhh...how i wish he would talk to me longer. but then he said, "ok la, ill call you time by time" my heart sank but i didnt show it. huhu. so i say ok. actually i was out of credit and its not good to ask ppl calling you always including him. soo..redha je la.haha. ;) but then my sister came with a sad look and said, "abah marah, bilik sepah. langsir tak pasang." and then lying beside me and said "nak tido" i laughed. hahaha. she was supposely going upstairs to do what abah said but actually she went up to run from abah's lectures and scolds. if im at her place.ill do the same thing.hik2. then i sleep with her and receiving the text from my sweetheart. he said he called after reaching home so i'm waiting for his call while playing game with adik to fill my boredom. best jgakk main pet society nih. ;))
then i quit after receiving his call.

so that's all for today. gtg. have a nice day viewers ! ^^

My heart cries.

ok. hari ni rse sedeh gler. geram pon ade. unexpectedly, the most person that i trust da bley jd untrusworthy including him. hish! rse xpuas hati je sjak 2menjak neh. asl la dorg bleyh ckp aku mcm nie. trok sgt ke what im telling her? ok now, lepas n. i wont tell them what happen. my triumphs or anything that is related to me, i wont. ttbe tpk plak... i want to keep my result as a secret for him.hehe. bia laa...sedeh n skit aty gler tau. kalo bleh rse mcm xnk ctct dy langsung. hurmm..arhh..sedih3.

n satu lagi..kenape stiap kali bler hang ngn dy aku rse low confident.? low confident sgt2. especially when it comes to my dress up... hurm..i know his taste dy mcm mane. his ex before this bergaya sgt. the way her choose her blouse.tshirt.shoes.beg.everything seems ryte. aku plak? sandal pon xde. tue pon cilok selipar kk ngah.kdg2, aku kuar pon pkai selipar g jmban hostel.sluar yg nmpk elok skit utk kuar jln? tue suar kak ngah. tshirt yg aku pkai pon kdg2 kene kritik ngn dy.besa sgt la ape laa..pastue, akk dy plak kate ak nk g hiking...??haiyoo..hah, lg la agk terase.xpe2..pasni aku pkai beg hiking instead of beg sandang ak. fyi, im good at jungle trekking ok? bape tinggi pon ak leh daki.huhu.my ak jenis yg lasak n ske aktiviti yg mcm tue turns me to this.kdg2 org tgk ak pon xcye ak leh jungle trekking n men hoki.haha. ok, aku bkn hidup sophisticated sgt mcm dorg. nk pkai jeans pon ak tanye diri ak dlu.btol ke nk pkai nehh??act, aku xkesah sgt.boleh je nk pkai.tp kene tutup la region yg sensored tuh.huhu.xpe la.pasni ak improve dress aku depan dy.crik baju shappy gler pnye!jeans plak lg sendat ag bgus!hurmm..kalo nk kuar ngn sabir pkai la ape pon he'll love it.kdg2, rindu plak nk kuar ngn dy.huhu...gurau2 ngn dy.hik..xpnh nk rse sedeh or anything. kalo ak pkai selipar jmban kuar ngn dy, kteorg leh gelak2 lg. huhu.tue la beza org yg idop kt kg n kt bndar yg da moden sgtt tueh.aku nk org yg btol2 xksah n proud with my appreance xspecially my dress. kdg2, aku penat jage hati sendiri. dpn dorg aku buat bodo jea.buat xde pape.slah aku jgak sal nk tunjuk bguss sgt dpn dorg.tp ak bkn jenis yg terhegeh2 nk mrjuk or marah xtntu psl.ak kene ctrl emosi n jdik rasional. tp bler satu mende yg de reason tuk aku btul2 mrh, smea mende yg ak da lpe n wat xksah aku kesah terus. huhu.tue la aku.complicated an?bia laa..smpy sekarang hati aku xok lg..and bler ak tau plak dorg 3org jdik shbt? haaaaaahh...??what the hell??!?arh ! g buat aku bengang. mende laa..bler org tanye?scret2.xde ape2..ohhhh...shitttnyeee...cm taik btol!!ey2, len kali ada ape2..jgn bg tau ak lngsng ok? ak xnk dgr lah...xnk, xnk la!!! sbuk2 nk cter nk mnx permission dlu bwat ape?hah, ak nk text or cll spe2 pon kalo leh ak xnk btau dy da.ye la.secret an.mane ade ape2.bru puas aty..tp kalo ak nk puas aty lg, xyh msg2 or cntct kwn ak tue da. bleh? :) bru aku oke sket kot.tp sket je.hahaha.ak xnk tunjuk ak marah ke ape ke kt dy...nehh pon ak nk cbe utk tenang kn dri aku.hishhhh!!!!geram btol la...n satu lagi wt ak leh tersenyum sket. sy*h da de prob ngn kk naII?haaaaaaa....puas aty gak ! hak3..jahatnye aku.nie lah jdiknye kalo ak btol2 da runsing n da tension!kdg2 sikap ak yg org kate,(org kate laaa) pnuh sopan santun n bek n leh jdik cm nie kalo ak tension.jd cm setan pon de.haha.gelak kt org sne snii..hurmmm,smpy ak tpk.break lg bgus.myb kejap je ak ngs n mende nieh xde la b'ulang da..huhu...ntah la.hati ak nieh rse skit sgt.rse mende tajam cucuk tau ark??hish, cm bangang la ak neh ! hish, byk dosa da ak kuar an pktaan nasty words byk sgt.ktuk org byk sgt...hahaha

Life is a duty, dare it !

Life is a burden, bear it !

Life is a treasure, share it!

so..share laa...?DAMN!

2 weeks left...

Hah! let's see. we have two weeks left before school starts. before ive reached form5. before i seat for the biggest examination that would determine which way should i persue. ohh..luckily, i have fun these few days. a REAL fun. I went to kL for a 5 and 4 night trip. gosh! if i have to choose only a word to describe it, i would say SWEET. =) why? chances to meet him is everywhere. i see him almost everyday. seriously, it vanished the missing him feeling for a moment. but then it started again. haaihh... so looks like im gonna miss school like hell after this. well, senior year ?! seems like fun huh? we'll see.

gtg. more updates before goin back to hostel.
promise ya!