The Worst Day In My School Life...

Ustaz scold me today.he get really really mad !I was only cutting my nail.ONLY A NAIL!!because my skin is peeling off.so i have to stand up during the lessons.at first, i think it just a normal way when someone who doesn't listen well to teacher
(i do listen at that time!)get that punishment but soon, ustaz saw rasyidah doing math homework while he is teaching!ustaz got sooo angry so he grab the books and asked me n rasyidah to go in front of the class.i was freezing but i had no choice..i just obey what ustaz asked me to do so. Ustaz get soooooo mad n throw the books in front of me n rasyidah.i know it is my fault but i think it just a small matter.That ustaz is too emotional i guess.later,he asked me n rasyidah to get out from class!!it was the horrible moment in my life!then, he too get out from my class n my class is very quiet at that time!we have 30 minutes left and everybody is keep silent.i did not went into my class..i just stand outside and reading my science book.i am thinking right now..should i ask ustaz for aplogize?but somehow, i am an egoistic girl..plzz...somebody who reads it, i hope you all can give me ur opinion.plzz!!it is bothering me so much! :( thank god, there is not pendidikan agama subject tomorrow.i think i start to dislike(not hate)that ustaz for bertindak mengikut perasaan and never tegur org in a good n polite way.i know it is bad n not good in disliking teachers it just that i feel that way nowadays. i try to ignore taht feeling n just studying in normal way but i can't!well..i'm gonna go to kem kepimpinan pengawas for 2 days so i am not able to on9 or updating my blog.i'm gonna tell you my experienced there!